His life, Her Life, My Life, Our Lives and Their Lives.

2011-12-15T23:11:00.002+08:00

Thank you Lord for giving me the best of both worlds.

It's always comforting to have someone who

cares so much especially during rough days.

Thanks! <3

Exhausted

2011-11-18T17:14:00.014+08:00

A girl smiled with the results slip in her hand, expectedly, she aced in all her subjects. She felt a lil bitter over her A2 for Biology but she took pride in her all her achievements. Simply because she knew she put in enough effort and that she deserved it.

Yesterday, she realized there were more in life, that girl no longer scored in everything. She would heave the biggest sigh of relief at a mere borderline pass. Because she knew she didn't put in enough effort and no longer felt deserving of any achievements.

Today, she wants to fare better. She misses the glorious moments when she took pride of her effort. But then again, it has been too long since she last strived. She no longer could cope with the stress. Kiasu is no longer a motivating friend. The time cooped up in the wards and home creep at such a slow pace that one day feels like a century. Things were obviously getting tougher. The determination fades once it penetrates the boundaries. It's like filling an uncapped bottle and if it isn't emptied from time to time, it overflows. There just isn't any space to accommodate anything else. Everything else added goes to waste.

I cry for what life has changed her into.

I feel remorse for making the wrong decisions for her.

I feel sorry she has been clenching for too long.

I tear for what I have done to that girl.

Crisis #28: Paradoxically I'm missing my laid back life when I'm stressing out so badly now. Heck, I thought I love being occupied and having something in mind everytime because I'm so efficient like that. I plan everything out ahead mentally everyday/moment so that I won't miss a second only inhaling oxygen and not doing anything else. When I'm in a shower I plan for bedtime, when I'm driving thats when I took time to talk to God, list out my to do list and my weekends hangouts. I whatsapp deliberately to stay in touch with the loved ones with another hand doing something else. When I'm walking everyday (yes, the distance I torture my legs with daily is supermassive, at least for me it is) I say prayers or call my friends for short catch ups just because I don't want to miss out on any important updates and I don't have daily prayer meetings with the housemates anymore. I make my mind work non stop so that time is fully utilized and occupied to the brim. I plan. and multitask. and make sure every single second don't go to waste. and make haste. and hurry myself. and be proud of being efficient....

But I'm exhausted. I think this is kind of a wrong way to live.

Here I am now, after some time hovering over the keyboard not knowing what I want, finally stretching out my heavy arms typing away because I want every lesson learnt and every crisis to be remembered.

Life is bliss when you're still conscious! Now, I'm willingly emptying half the bottle, there, Space! =) For God and the loved ones and myself. Love and be loved.

Olive You

2011-11-05T23:11:00.007+08:00

Noted.

Thanks for all the patience and love you had for me.

1 Corinthians 13:13 And now these three remain: faith, hope and love. But the greatest of these is love.

Olive You.

2011-10-25T19:16:00.009+08:00

She was wearing the same old G2000 top for the 99th time. Except that she was much slimmer now and she actually looked beautiful. Girls in love.

' What? The baby and mother could have died at week 38! Ha ha ha'

Little does she know her 'ha ha ha' ruined my day. Self esteem challenged. I felt compressive discomfort in my left sternal edge.

I never felt this stupid. I cleared my throat and admitted that I didn't read on that. It was entirely my fault. But things would be different if I wasn't overexhausted from literally 'long standing' bedside teachings and ward work everyday.

It was sheer bad luck my best girlfriends happened to blow off our dates last minute. All at the same time. But I could not think positive today. After some quick lunch, I drifted home quickly along with 'You Are Not Alone- by Shayne Ward' played repeatedly on my iPod.

I kicked off my flats. Took 30 seconds or so to find my keys and open the grill. Frustrated already, I checked my phone and found out that my pile of Obs & Gynae books was with a friend. She took it by mistake. I made way upstairs and reached for the trusted bed. Probably the last existing thing in the world which will not provoke my self esteem.

I have an idiopathic problem with posing alone and conveying inner thoughts. Well, most of the time I don't have to, either I give up halfway or I don't mind at all. You know, the awkward moment right after you spill something and your friend gives you an oh-my-God-you-actually-thought-so look? - and proceeds to judge you silently. 'Yayaya, now I sound like a complete idiot to you', at the same time regretting every word said before.

I thought I found someone who truly understands me. But at the end of the day, guess Shayne Ward was wrong after all, I am alone. *shrugs

Everyone is an individual. We all try so hard to look nonchalant even when our hearts are screaming. There is a reason why we don't cry in public and hide our tears whenever we shed them. We have stress but we don't go around yelling 'stress!' to our neighbours.

Still, the ratio of depressing/frustrating to joyful status on Facebook is like say, 10:1? Often times we keep happiness only to ourselves and loved ones. And it hurts me when the same person you shared joy with fails to understand your less joyful circumstances. Nevertheless, Thank you Lord for being there to listen to everything because I know you'd never judge a little bit.

Gosh I hate being too vulnerable. Its when expectations kick in and disappointments follow. Everytime I attempt a 'worst day ever' post I end up with the worst heartbreak. I kind of hope its not the same this time. I hope it's all different this time because he's an angel sent from heaven. If it's meant to be, my superstition can wait.

My life now? There's only one single exact short term aim : which is to survive everyday. The moment I approach and push open the big glass door in Main Block GHKL every morning, my heart sinks. The only fun times about learning are in the 1st few weeks of posting. After that you survive on your own, bury your head in books 24/7 or be prepared to be screwed anytime. Alone.

3 months. *fingers crossed

2011-10-06T22:59:00.002+08:00

We mourn all day for one man who lived and died in wealth. Thousands die everyday from diseases and poverty yet we don't even feel a bit sorry. Come on, who are we bluffing? The world's just ignorant. So am I. WE NEED TO CHANGE.

2011-08-28T00:18:00.005+08:00

I don't know what I've been doing and who I am for the past 2 months. It all started 7 months ago.. I was really happy. But,

Wonder where this will lead me to? Is my presence really significant or am I just another passerby? Me and my 1001 questions flowing in and out through my mind.

Today is just a wrap up of miseries, frustration and joy. I hope I can come to an answer for it. God please guide me with this. Amen.

709 - inspired

2011-07-09T17:09:00.002+08:00

I'm typing this for the second time. It took me an hour last night and another 2 hours this afternoon finishing this post before I smartly highlighted every single word for a larger font and hit the 'backspace' button instead. I'm furious. I'm trying to stay calm while recalling my words from last night and 2 hours ago. Yes, I'm determined like that.

***

I can never express this. The one million and one things sprinting in my head now. This must be one helluva contemplative night for me with a couple of thought provoking issues to ponder about. Tomorrow is 709, the day the rakyats stand up and voice out the injustice and disappointment. The day the issue everyone has been talking about for a month will take place. The day tear gases and water cannons will be tossed all around the town. The chaos, the mess we can never imagine, all the mights and what ifs will happen, while I, on the other hand will be seated right in front of my trusted laptop, keeping myself updated with the live updates and Twitter from the internet. Oh wait, I don't even have a Twitter account. Keeping Malaysia in prayers at the same time, leaving Malaysia in Your arms, Heavenly Father, Amen.

***

Now that's the problem with me. I can never finish a complete blogpost at one time. It was 3pm while I was working on my unfinished post, seated at the same position I mentioned last night, checking out videos of water firings and innocent people arrested. God knows what was on 'their' minds when they decided to fire tear gases and water cannons into Tung Shin Hospital. It was just tragic. I want to make a change, I want to join Edmund and the rest there instead of sitting here doing nothing at all. I want to lift a helping hand, but after all said and done, I'm STILL seated here with more than the one million and one thoughts arousing issues from last night to contemplate about. We've done our part by keeping Malaysia in constant prayers, we've fulfilled our responsibilites as children by staying home and not risking our safety out there.

'For the love of money is the root of all kinds of evil. And some people, craving money, have wandered from the true faith and pierced themselves with many sorrows. '
- 1 Timothy 6:10

Believing money is (sometimes) the root of evil, that includes authority of course, it proved me right the day Ambiga revealed the evidence of their ugly truths. It not only leaves us a depressing state of mind knowing the truth but not being able to contribute anything to it, it reflects how ignorant those so called leaders are. Were they even aware that while they were busy distracted by wealth (corruption) and respective God-knows-what-ambitions, there were people struggling with their end stage lung cancer who would give anything to have another day spent with their loved ones? Do they even give a damn? No prize for guessing the answer.

A trip back and forth Hospis Malaysia and several home visits yesterday wasn't just another ordinary logbook signing session. I was pleased to come to know about the palliative health care system is Malaysia which exists and is running (surprisingly) efficiently. But then again, sadly corruption still exist. Reselling donated items (supplements, for this case) wasnt entirely illegal nor will it lead to a huge loss, it was the problem with the ethics among people. Be it a minor or a major corruption, it was the ethics they seem to be lacking of. Another self reminder to myself, to be ethical regardless of position, be it as a doctor, a friend, a police, or even sou dei ah sams, should have ethics.

Today, we're tearing the masks off the hypocrites' faces. Their complete ignorance towards lives and cherishing others can not be forgiven. I don't want to sound like some stupid patriotic writer blogging about campaigns, I'm shallow and I know it. I ain't no superhero and I'm jotting all these down not for your reading satisfaction but for self reminder. Great leaders like Ambiga nor Anwar can be motivational at times, but the patients from the couple of home visits we dropped by yesterday were truly inspiring. They suffer not only from painful jabs nor the many lines insertion, it was the mental torture that matters. Worried of unfinished business? Reluctance to leave the loved ones behind? Regretting every mistake they made in the past and hoping for a turn back of time? We never know.

This rewrited post is to serve as a reminder for me to appreciate things while I can and not be blinded. Be it by relationships, friendships, materials (although I would really love to own a Macbook Air). On a side note, being vulnerable isnt a good idea at all. Inspired from the book 'He's just not that into you'. That will be another long helluva thought provoking cheesy post I shall leave for the next round.

Now that the 709 has ended, I'm still seated right at the same position from the beginning, and will not have anything to share with the grandchildren... not. 50 years later when my grandson questions me about 709, I'll be telling him proudly that, 'Ah Ma was a more punctual and tidy person since that day.'

Yes you guessed it right. I've tailor made a couple of resolutions in conjunction with the historical day today. If we can't contribute anything to change Malaysia's destiny, why not change some of our bad habits/attitude? Cut down on some alcohol intake? Cease one or two ciggies per day? Hook up less on Facebook or online games? Spend more quality time with the family and you can make a change for yourself. We still have the time before any regrets in future. I don't want to end up bed bound with a urine catether inserted, my 3rd resolution is to exercise more and a slight change in my diet.

Cheers! To a better Jessie, and I hope the same goes for you if you're reading this. We all deserve to be better individuals, despite the shitty governing, our country is still a beautiful place. Where our families are and where we belong to. Don't let the shit take over our attitudes, bak kata pepatah, 'CHU YU NI ER BU RAN' Woohoo.

I gained something from typing such a long self inspired post. Did you?

Self Reminder

2011-05-12T01:45:00.000+08:00

To remind myself that despite the eyebags, flaws and disappointments I'm having now,

I'm still feeling blessed. Glory to God for He gave me positive thinking and great companions throughout. Amen! <3

Ps: Today marks the second last day of my third year (that's if i pass finals next week), I'm glad I made it this far. I hope I can move on further. In His guidance and love, whom shall I fear! Bring it on babeh! =P

Pps: Anyone reading this ar hahahaha. If u ever come across this do drop by and say hello!

I hope I can blog more often now. But what should I blog about? =S

2010.

2011-01-26T01:10:00.004+08:00

Seriously i do not know how to maintain this blog anymore. Don't get me wrong I'm not suggesting to close down or privatise this blog it will always remain as one of your reading materials when you feel like nosing into my life and laugh at my stupidity (so that you feel a lil more superior and glam) - oh wait, i haven't been posting about my chimakan incidents, have i?

Oklah not only haven't I been writing about my foolishness, I noticed.. it had been a real, dead, long, silent hiatus since... November? See the 5 inch thick dust on the blog? Well, they aren't just merely dust. They're dust I gathered since last November. They're memories I want and don't want to remember since last November. Prolly long before Nov since I haven't been writing properly also don't ask.

The other day during cell group we had a year end sharing session. We were asked to share our 2010, what we've gained throughout and what are the up coming resolutions. I know right, those stupid resolutions we never seem to obey. Don't go against it also hallelujah already wtf.

When it was my turn I was tongue tied wtf. I couldn't remember how my 2010 had been. Scenes of depressing sat luin moments, shocking news I took weeks to accept, jerks I met whom let me down, pointless arguments, selfishness, stressful study weeks, cranky hectic sleep deprived nerdy days and a whole lot of upsetting incidents came flashing in my mind. Whoa, my 2010 had been really sad wasn't it?

Not before I rummaged through in and out of my temporal lobe ( read: brain) I realised my 2010 wasn't that bad after all. In fact, it was brilliantly painted with colors to overshadow the grey hues on the background. I remembered those happy trips, awesome people I met in the wards, school or everywhere around, kindness amid selfishness, snippets of fun and chill outs during weekends, bits of romance which didnt last long but being vulnerable is the only way to feel true pleasure and joy isn't it, my girlfriends? :)

She loved before she may love again. - read this somewhere and it somewhat struck me. It doesn't only apply to relationships but also to families and friends. There's always a second chance.

I could totally remember when was the last time T pissed me off or why did Mum and Dad reject me when I ~~demanded~~ asked for something. Now this is the problem with me - I always remember the ugly side of things. Repeatedly asked for His forgiveness and confessed my shameful sins but to no avail. This time, I'm determined. Determined to let go of those unwanted memory space occupying issues, for they are and will be the people who make my days worthwhile and prove the significance of my living. I don't want to wake up one day and regret not cherishing the wonderful moments of my 2010.

Now if Pastor were to ask me again, I'll smile, no, I'd chuckle and answer ecstatically like how I gossip with full of enthusiasim on the yumcha table wtf. It's always happier to count your blessings than to mourn over the reason why you cried the last time, no?

Looking back and within, I came to realise that I've actually walked this far. A third year clinical student who just overcame the frightful Professional 2. As much as I want to reminisce those little glees I once had, I am anticipating everything God has for me in future. After all there'll be years of bumpy rides (4th, 5th year, housemanship, medical officer, settling down with my partner oh i wonder if he looks like Brad Pitt or Matt Damon wtf and a looooooooong list) before I finally reach karma (not wanting any attention anymore) and decide to close this blog and shut up forever lols. Till then, I hope I have good news for my (urm anyone out there?) readers every now and then.

Year end is neither an end nor a beginning, its on-going. So don't blame me for this long overdue year end blog post. :P

2010-11-15T00:31:00.003+08:00

Little note for today - 14/11/10: Dirty little surprise

Surprises like these only come once in a lifetime. Noted down. :)

Spotted this Charles & Keith bag again. Bummer.

2010-11-13T17:39:00.003+08:00

Little note of the day - 13-11-10: Don't dream too far

I'm appalled by how bad relationships can turn out. When it comes to a little bit of requests and demands. I'm now once again assured that besides God, i have only me and myself in this big, cold world.

9-11-10

2010-11-09T23:24:00.002+08:00

Little note for today - 9/11/10: Disturbed

Finally the workshop is over. Back to some real stuffs. Like books. and notes. and that little something hidden right at the back of my mind.

2010-11-07T21:46:00.003+08:00

I was doing my cwu ( case write up, in case you wonder) and i didnt know how i ended up here. The very long abandoned blog which i approach only when i'm feeling upset/need to air out frustration lol. Who says blog is for you to share both happiness and sorrow. I'm aware that many bloggers only update when they're feeling upset too. Makes me wonder!

This time round I'm not writing because I feel like letting out anger or stupid emo lines lar ok please don't look at me like that. I know right. You're so prepared to sit back and read about my sad life wtf HAKS much to your disappointment! :P

Simply because I'm so stuck with the discussion part I thought a few minutes break would do me good with some instinct inspiration.

Maybe I should start writing short notes everyday. Facebook statuses are kinda too judgable. With limited privacy and over thousands of friends (ahem, yama! LoL) involving surgeons, doctors, shallow people who judge, parents (big constraint here lol) etc, it's not possible to put crappy-but-honest statuses like 'dread going to OTs' or 'i wana get drunk' things like that wtf.

Speaking of which, i feel like skinning stupid people alive with statuses like 'goodnight' or 'hungry wtf' totally brainless! Nobody is interested in your boring life la please tear yourself apart. What drives me up the wall is people who bitch about others. in public. Besides making yourself sound like the REAL bitch, nothing else matters. Maybe your grammatical errors and broken engrish do. :P

See i'm bitching. and i'm judging too LOL. (but defends: I'm not pinpointing just talking in general lor siapa makan chilli rasa pedas la) Anyways, just a piece of my mind. Like it or not live with it.

Ok back to my current life. Not bad I must say. If there is a revolution in life I must say so far it's gonna be the preclinical-to-clinical-year revolution. Drastic changes and routine. It's still a routined life now nevertheless, but everything is different.

You have the days when you wake up feeling all motivated and determined to clerk and examine all the patients in the ward.

You have days when you sit up on bed giving yourself two hundred excuses to not approach any patients (Jessie's top 1 excuse: 'I have sorethroat and I'm err coughing!')

You have days when doctors give you the OMG YOU MEAN YOU DONT KNOW XXXXXXX! HAVE YOU NOT BEEN STUDYING looks. Sweaty palms, palpitation and hands tremor follows. You make mental-notes telling (more like warning) yourself to study your ass off that night. (mana tau end up yum cha that very night SIGH)

You have the days when a sweet 81 year old grandmother with stroke who still struggles answering medical students' stupid clerking questions moves you.

You have the days when you see doctor performing a bone marrow aspiration (or lumbar puncture or any other painful invasive procedures) you constantly remind yourself to take very good care of your own health. Only to end up sleeping at 4am that night and note: I am still not eating vege SIGH.

Just a few weeks ago when I saw this patient moaning in so much pain while doing colonoscopy freaked me out. If you haven't know I've got very severe constipation. I dont think I like surgical posting because it's very much related to me. Sigh. Have I got rectal Ca, colon Ca, or just intestinal obstruction SIGH mcq.

Now that I've completed my Internal Medicine posting and halfway through surgical, its only a few weeks' left to Proffie 2. *shudders* I hate myself because I just reminded myself about it. *slaps*

Of course, it puts a smile at your face to whenever you get cooperative and friendly patients who don't mind you taking 5 minutes just palpating his/her apex beat (somewhere near the breast fyi) or pressing your abdomen like a roti canai wtf. Kajang hospital patients are such sweeties. :)

There's so much to share but i think i've just figured out a line to continue with my discussion. I hope I didnt bore you. enough. hahahahahah. More to come, folks!

Ps: It's almost the end of the long weekend. Besides going back to hospitals for some voluntary work LOLS and scrubbing in, shopping and catching up with my girls, I was home alone over the weekends. T_T And just today the scrumptious japanese buffet tops it up with an awesome ending and I'm all ready for a brand new week ahead!

Be right back.

If only I could use a wish right now

2010-10-18T00:41:00.002+08:00

God gave me a chance. I didnt appreciate it.

God warned me. I took no notice of it.

God blessed me with so much. I didnt cherish them enough.

I have only myself to blame at this point of life.

Right now, the mind is set. This is probably the end of everything. And the beginning of something. I need to be sure of what I want. and what I need. so badly.

Life has been tooooo happening. :( If only I could use a wish right now.

a little faith

2010-08-27T04:19:00.003+08:00

today, is the first in so so so many days after my last post, i feel truly upset.

the feeling of chest tightness and depressed.

haven't had this feeling since ages.

getting drunk does not help.

laughing at stupid jokes won't make me feel better.

i came to realise

who i really need,

and what i really want.

i hope my journey goes on.

i know this is lame and dull. but my blog ain't for your reading pleasures anymore.

no idea why is life so hard, but it's not gonna bring me down. Because I, have faith.

2010-06-29T01:47:00.002+08:00

DUDE, MIND YOUR WORDS.

Jing Ling with love

2010-06-24T23:13:00.003+08:00

She's expecting for this so i don't think its a surprise to surprise her with NO blog posts this year so here goes a short one because i'm extremely tired now i want to sleep and never wake up ever again.

Oh who? you mean you don't know?

its her lah! ( yes, say bye to me because she's gonna kill me for this stupid hak-yi picture)

thanks for snapping at everything i say all these years. thanks for the honest comments about my ugly hair or ugly bag or ugly taste etc etc. thanks for staying single so i won't feel kong xu wtf HAHAHAHA. thanks for never saying 'no' to any of my invites or spontaneous suggestions. thanks for being supportive when it comes to food. thanks for everything lah wtf every year repeat same thing one lol

i'm not writing long because i'm saving it for next yr! there'll be your 21st, 22nd, 23rd......

cause we'll b partners in crime for quite some time. ( never use forever because it'll onli jinx things up haha)

presenting you the birthday girl today..

Jing Ling! =D Happy 20th!

Jing Ling please stop reading thankiu. its the end.

Note: Vivian don't jealous ya i still love you as much just that i'm really SO tired now i promise i bou fan a post ( longer and yuk ma-er than this one confirm coz this 1 i cincai write to satisfy the demanding queen lol) soon. hahahah.

I'm just a 20 yr a kid

2010-05-04T00:13:00.007+08:00

Warlowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww!

ROARRR I'm back!

Sarawak trip was a blasttttt! U can prolly wait for my next post which is never gonna come hahahahah so why not lets talk about some random stuffs.

Like Oh wait I decided to not blog emo again because that would make strangers think I'm an emo person when everyone knows I'm not wtf. How I came to realise? When I tend to judge people by saying 'Ooooh Peter ah, neh that emo dude I read his emo blog one' wtf hahahaha so I made up my mind to put an eternal end to all the miserable posts and blog about something happy. Which is kinda hard because shit usually happens to me and erm basically nothing much significant to talk about wtf

SO *cracks knuckles* we shall talk about

my 20th birthday lol SHIT i can't believe i'm typing out 20 myself now.

These are the my lovely girls!

So we dined at Scrumptious, Jalan Ampang.

Great place I must say LOLS. What is this hahahhaa sorry guys I don't know how to blog anymore T_____T now I'm doubting if I should write about my HK trip. So much for the desire of leaving something for me to read back when I'm an aged 67 yr old grandmother!

Oh back!

So here are my girls again hahahahha just in case you forgot LoL they are Mei Yie, Keat Sin and Jing Ling. (who desperately wants to b mentioned because she checks out this blog for her name only lol)

This is I City.

Needs no further explanation. (= Overall it was a happy birthday! I thought it was like just another day ( err i kinda hang out with my friends on DAILY BASIS so its not like birthday is something special anymore hahahahaha we could have done more spontaneous and fun things on ordinary days so i'd say everyday is a birthday if you've got the right people around! <3>

I spent most of the days after my bday contemplating about being a 20 yr old grown up wtf. Like how should I change, both mentally and physically, like how should I talk, how should I blog, how to counter with patients ( sigh srsly right now when you're single and you've got no one else but your future to think about, you tend to divert all your attention into your career and start making PLANSSSSSSS like ie what to wear for wards next year what bag should I bring wtf nolaaaaah - I'm dead serious about my studies now, like for real. I hope I can fare better in the coming years, i know i know, fucking nerdy but sad to say its the ugly truth. :( Life's like that. I only want to be a better student. :( )

BACKK BACKKK yiu why do I get distracted so easily hahahaha.

Dinner with partner Kar Yee and Kar Ying! Thanks for the meal darlings! (both KYS! khai yaan your position threatened! hahahhaa jkjk! I miss you yap khai yaan!)

Dinner at D Fortune. My fortune cookie for that day. *read yourself*

What now, i very not sincere meh. Yiu.

Gathering with the A Lvls sweetiessss! (=

Ok thats all line sucks I wanna get this done.

To be continued.

-

2010-04-28T13:53:00.003+08:00

Srsly I don't even know what I want. and it drives me crazy not knowing what I want! Shit everything's in a mess now and life's so piled up with poop.

PATHETIC.

Notes #5

2010-04-11T23:52:00.004+08:00

Short note while I'm doing DIY hairspa:

life now is:

hectic but fulfilling.

busy but stress- free.

am working my ass off but am playing my limbs off harder.

The past 2 weeks were pretty great. Had pretty much fun the few days after exams. Great hangouts with the best companion I can find in the world. Hong Kong was adventurous and happening. With great travelling buddies on an awesome island, it was a perfect and flawless trip! Photos are all around FB its pointless posting em here again hahaha. I'd love to blog about EVERYTHING about HK but... nothing. Suddenly I'm so not used to typing and talking to myself again. I'd prefer a two ways conversation, PM me or text me anytime hahahahahhaa i'm that kind of people who dies for responses and attention wtf *whore

Ok times up wtf it took me 3.5 minutes of my precious hectic life because life now is like wake up, rush to work, lunch break, eat alone/ shop alone/ if im lucky i'll hv lovely people over for meals, back to work, watch tai tais walk in with Coach, LV, Longchamp and Gucci ( today special, got 1 turned up with Fendi hahahaha so far I havent been seeing any1 with Miu Miu yet though), talk crap and find stupid topics with colleagues, talk to customers, play with DSLRs ( oh yes I'm currently working part time in Canon One Utama, do not drop by because my Canon T Shirt is very ugly), dinner break, walk into Coach and stare dreamily at their bags for the umpteenth time, 10pm sign out and dash for late night suppers or yum cha.

Today was a record. 6 Coach, 9 freaking Longchamp, more than 6 LVs, 2 Pradas, 1 Burberry, a few Guccis ( haha i dont really like Gucci) and 1 Fendi.

Aaaah. Life. (:

SHIT gotta start packing now will be off to Sarawak in 11 hours. I need to catch up on some sleep. like, SERIOUSLY.

Notes to self: I need to rest GAO GAO when I'm back. Do snap at me if i don't. Bad feeling I'm gonna drop dead soon. :( *gloomy

Done with Profy, here comes Parasympathetic life

2010-03-26T00:59:00.003+08:00

Done with Profy, here comes parasympathetic life.

Sorry for the short hiatus!

But I'm back for good! Don't worry I'm still the annoying bugger ya'all know! Boohoo hahahaha I know I've been effing emo but I'm glad it's all over.

The Proffie's over. Hahahahahhaa proffie sounds too cute for Professional Exam.

The results were out this morning. NO, afternoon to be exact. We were ( ok to be exact only ME wtf) so mentally tortured and waited a whopping 3 kan cheong-ing hours for our mighty results. Ah well, all said and done, it's over. We've all passed happily ( prolly some werent happy but as far as i'm concerned all my close buds passed!) and we're so ready to have some serious fun during the hollies.

Woots.

I sound so different today! I don't feel like myself, like hey, I had been upset and guilty and kan cheong the past whole month oh shit! Where did my life go to hahahahaha. Ok fine I've got no life boohooooo.

SO WE'RE DONE WITH PRECLINICSSSSS! :)

ONE STEP CLOSER TO THE MIGHTY FINISHING LINE.

I'm assured that there'll be certainly more hell rides coming up but fret not cause life's sinuisoidal like that. I owe all these to God who never left me alone in darkness, He guided me through the way, blessed I am! :) and to the parents for their patience and love, like yeah, the entire family had to put up with all the mess I created at home, all the ugly scattered notes around and my bad temper because I wasn't happy at all. :( I'm sorry boohoo I love you all. And to the few lovely ones who accompanied me through the gloomiest days of my life boohoo why am I making this sound like its a thanking post hahahahha. not like ive graduated or what hahaha why am I so fau kua!

Hello fau kua girl here hahaha. with a fau kua truck hahahaha.

So much for being upset over crappy exams, I'm blessed i had really nice companion throughout. I'm glad the sky is all crystal clear now, hallelujah! AMEN.

2010-03-20T16:06:00.002+08:00

am mind fucked. can i do an encrypted post again. sigh. whether its the right thing to do at this wrong time. or its the wrong thing to do at the right time, idk.

how i wish time flies. i just can't wait to graduate.

idk what will all these lead me to. i can't see ahead. nothing's waiting for me at the finishing line. will i get the satisfaction and joy as promised. or its just gonna be another hell ride?

i don't know.

2010-03-13T04:15:00.005+08:00

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i am such an airhead

2010-03-05T02:56:00.003+08:00

oh and i should stop stalking facebook profiles and end up feeling all gloomy. Inferior's the exact word.

i feel very very very sorry for all these never ending guai lan emo posts! i promise to come up with better posts.. in near future?

mind you, procrastinator above. don't say i didn't warn! :P

( p/s: pats for myself. 2 blogposts in 10 minutes. now don't say i didn't update)

How hard is it to be a Nerd

2010-03-05T02:39:00.004+08:00

How Hard is it to be a Nerd? VERY HARD.

Here I am again. 3am. I know its silly blabbing all to myself. Again. Don't get annoyed because YES, not another emo post right. I feel like giving myself a tight slap too wtf.

I am but an extremely emotional woman recently.

Things didn't go exactly smooth throughout the week. There were issues, yeah, but I've got over them.

Issues aside, its the you-know thingy again. The you-know-freaky-exams-again.

Except that its a little different from the previous finals. It's a whole wrap up of 9 or 10 (wtf I lost count) modules for the entire 4 semesters. Cram, baby, cram.

It's not like I can't cram you see. I don't think its a problem for me (and i'm pretty sure others as well) to read lines after lines and gobble up the stack of 9/10 (i'm sorry i really don't know how many modules are there WTF yeah imma go hang myself now) modules of notes and digest it INTO your brain. and then pray hard and SINCERELY the facts would just stay inside obediently for another 2 weeks before you unlock them out.

It's not the ability of whether you are capable of cramming. you have the sufficient capacity to cram.

It's the whole study mood thingy. This whole motivation thingy. When you're out of the study mood, no matter how hard you try, how many fucking hours you have, those lines wouldn't get in. And then you feel wasted. You feel like a complete loser sitting and staring at the ugly notes wasting your whole bright afternoon.

'I could have went jogging! I could have went for a movie! 2 hours ain't that long, heck, i've been staring at the same slide for the past 3 hours!'

and all those nonsense and bullshit la.

bottomline is i feel wasted. clock's ticking. and i don't seem to realise how time drifts. its so fast its haunting me.

So where can I buy this study mood thing?

It's priceless.

( sigh im sure nobody understands. i am but talking cock. don't bother. don't even re-read and try to understand. im just too..

STRESSED UP)

Forget it.

urm

2010-03-02T01:30:00.002+08:00

as much as i wanna be rude and bitchy, i hope for the peace and harmony we once had.

i don't know why but i have a voice in my head telling me to give in and everything will fall back into its place.

i think i need to get a twitter already. i have no one to talk to when i needed to. does anonymous twitting help?

Flaws?

2010-02-27T23:12:00.002+08:00

On this day, God wants you to know...
... that you are perfect as you are. God doesn't create faulty life. No. Everything created by God is perfect, and so are you. So stop driving yourself mad with endless ways to improve, and just accept the glory of your being as is.

i confessed that i did drive myself up the wall and ceiling and refuse to come back down to ground wtf. but not after reading the message above!

its time to chillax and pamper myself to something naiseeee!

(:

i guess our flaws are made perfect by God.

have a blessed week people!

You Know What

2010-02-18T04:25:00.002+08:00

You know what,

Gong Xi Gong Xi Gong Xi Gong Xi Ni ( ala 72 tenants of prosperity style)

and a Happy Valentine's. -.- ( you know i hate V-days)

You know what,

I'm too lazy to blog.

But before I quit blogging,

Imma curse Aussie gao gao.

My darlings will be leaving me again.

Boo.

Piss on you aussie.

Go la go la you all. No syok one. I no kaki to go crazy jor. :(

CNY was mad.

Mad HOT.

Mad BORED.

MAD.

Okla, the fireworks and cards were fine. Karaokes were good and the bonding sessions were even priceless.

Bottomline is

CNY > V-day

Happay?

Ok no pics. I'm a 20 year old matured grown up already I don't do lame pixxies pixxies posting WTF hahahaa *lansi*

What The Fun!

2010-02-09T12:38:00.004+08:00

What the Fun!

i thought i died this morning.

i stepped on something slimy without realising it.

the lizard wriggled for 5 seconds under my bare left foot.

i lifted up my leg.

i picked up my Fong Tai Tong glasses to check it out.

it was a lizard.

my heart skipped 5 fucking beats.

sigh. thank God i had these to cheer me up.

The perfect Housewife (i'll never be)

Cool Ah Ma!

Pie Chart VS Butt Crack

Whatever, I'm Late Anyways!

BEP Hits Lyrics

Reason Why Internet Explorer is Way Better Than Firefox

(just so you know, i'm an IE user! hahahahahahahhahahah oh you mean firefox can't do tat?! )

One last one to make you singles out there feel better off being single! ( this is how I convince myself WTF)

Have a great lizard-free week ahead!

Out of busy schedules and a storm..

2010-02-04T09:42:00.002+08:00

Out of busy schedules and a storm...

I woke up with uber guilt and depression this morning.

Nothing much to talk about. Clock's ticking and it seems like I haven't woke up from the dream.

I know I should buck up and start kicking asses.

I know I should be more disciplined and grow up.

I've been living the way I want it - it feels undeniably awesome but there is a limit.

I've been being too nice to people - i always choose between Miss Nice Girl or Miss Bitch. Seems like the latter would be a better choice now.

I've been going so far to please and satisfy others' need its affecting my own fucking life now.

I have my own emotions and myself to please too. :(

Where I go around acting like a clown pleasing people, who's there to come forward and offer me a hug when I need it.

No one.

Guess it's just part of growing up.

It's just a phase.

it's just a phase.

it's just a phase

it's just a phase

it's just a phase

it's just...

I'm Still Kinda Alive

2010-01-28T18:05:00.003+08:00

I'm Still Kinda Alive

THIS IS NOT AN OBITUARY wtf.

Hello world! Missed me?

I'm still alive kickin' asses babeh!

Keep on missing me.

Sigh I know I owe this blog many juicy updates but I always get the feeling like I'm talking to myself everytime I blog out.

Sigh, feel so reluctant blogging out happenings lately. Life's currently good and blessed.

Ok Imma hand over the mic to Jchen. I thought my life was happening, his was ten times worse. He oughta blog out something here eh wtf.

K cant wait for CNY ady. I wanna wear my cheongsam wtf.

Oh and I owe Mei Yie a birthday post.

Next post can we? Line's too crappeeeeeeeeeeh.

Babai.

inhales I need to breathe

2010-01-20T13:49:00.003+08:00

I cant believe I spent hours in front of the laptop doing my damned research. I should be either stalking facebook or blogging instead! Baaaaahs. Here I am sneaking into blogger taking a break from my oh so crappy journals about birth palsy. So much dissatisfaction with the new semester. So pumped up with stress over duedates and journal huntings, not to mention the abandoned prof exam. it is drawing so near i don't even dare to think about it. BAAAAAHS. *pulls hair* Suen made us watch a Korean drama. Walao I damn on A.N.Jell hahahahaha. Why are Koreans so good looking while Malaysian guys look like crap wtf. Unsolved mystery wtf. Oh btw I can't wait for my weekend already hehehehe. Walao MOS's having this free flow uniform event on Thurs. Man, I wanna go.

Notes #4

2010-01-19T00:55:00.003+08:00

It was a long day indeed. From stepping on poop to celebrating the roomie's birthday. I'm glad to have the big crazy bunch back again.

Some of us changed. It has only been a month but Iki came back with a new bob hairstyle, Suen's hair was so much longer than before, Li Jie had his white glasses replaced with black one, Chin Boon looks so trendy in his white framed glasses now. It was only a month before when we still looked so naive and innocent!

hahahaha ok me exaggerating stuffs again.

even me myself changed. I spontaneously decided to give myself a fresher look but chopping off the split ends, neaten up the ends, spotted a fringe and had my hair.dyed.red.

So Chinese New Year can.

I'm so ready for CNY already! hahahahhaa.

Oh by the way, the main purpose for blogging today is,

Happy Birthday, Hong Peiyi!

Ok this may be very simple but I guess my post wouldn't mean that much anymore eh? Obviously somebody more significant has taken over my throne boohoo T_T

Anyway we'll be good buddies forever! You can still have my shoulder to cry on and my lame jokes to criticise on always! =)

*

Aiks. The end of my holidays is so equivalent to the end of my vulgarity and procrastination.

6 weeks more to Prof Exam. *shivers*

I miss my friends and home already. Seriously, Ive never had such a wonderful holidays. The sem 3 break was indeed a blast. I owe this to all my friends ( you know who you are). I feel so blessed when they don't get bored/fed up of my boring face despite seeing me whole day, when the parents don't ground me despite watching me repeating the same grab-car-keys-vroooom-out-routine-everyday, when plans go smoothly and with His blessings everything's just so nicely in place. =)

I feel loved and thankful. (=

This is gonna cause you an eyesore.

2010-01-14T02:14:00.009+08:00

This Freaking Post Took 7 Hours Out of My Freaking Holidays

sigh how many 7 hours are there in one's life eh wtf.

this is for people who don't facebook stalk hahahahhaa wtf and for my own reminiscence purpose wtf because i'm a 'mengenang jasa and budi person' like that wtf.

the reason for my relatively apparent absence from blogging is because.. *gulps

i didnt know what to blog about. *stares blankly

what? YAMA.

thing is, i... do not know how to use a twitter wtf. yaya i am aware of the whole twitter obsession now but Little Miss Internet-is-for-PPS-and-Facebook here only knows how to facebook and bloghop wtf.

so whenever something funny/lame/tragic happens all my 'OMG I WANNA BLOG ABOUT THIS's were to no avail because the laughter/panic dies down eventually.

and i was too busy to actually sit down and think back wtf. most of the time i would be either happily crapping away with some other crappy homosapiens on msn or facebook stalking.

or yumcha-ing.

or mahjong-ing.

or pps-ing.

or learning how to put on fake lashes wtf. ( I SUCK AT IT LAH ARGH)

or ah this is never gonna end.

so! *excited*

if you haven't noticed i was on semester break for 3.5 weeks already! it was such a blessing because everything went on smoothly and that i had nearly almost all my besties back in town this year. all the companion for celebrations and hang outs, they were perfecto. :)

during the past 3.5 weeks, i...

1) had been yumchaing and catching up with all the boyfriends and girlfriends so much to the extent of meeting everyday wtf. its still a mystery to me how can all the never ending topics pour in like its the most natural thing to happen in this world wtf.

2) went Singapore for Christmas

with mah loud girls! :)

ini kat Sentosa - the day we conversed in 100% SPM level of Bahasa Melayu wtf. I think we were impressive! with bombastic kata gandas like porak peranda and riuh rendah wtf. ( it was all Jing Ling's fault because she was the one initiating it wtf must be a result of teaching primary BM for a month WTF)

Another night out at Clark Quay with KP Ho Teng Seng and Ji Teng ( aiyah i guess the whole world knows about this already wtf - yes pics posted are all from facebook hahaha sue me if u find me boring lalalaala)

merlion wtf ( sigh you see things happened for so long already im far too lazy to think of any captions sigh this is gonna be such a lame post wtf :( maybe Jin Chen should just take over my blog since hes got quite a big fanbase outhere :( ): )

Countdown at Orchard Road.

and etc haha wtf.

3) Visited the birthday boy in Sunway Med Centre.

i like this pic because both of them looked really cute! poor Jiunn Herng lols

4) went Malacca with the favourite girls again :)

Malacca was happening. I slept at Jonker street wtf and walked through the crowd in a drunken gait because I was too sleepy to think how to walk properly wtf. And the very smart Yu Jie who wore her sneakers stepped real hard on me and poof i was injured for the consecutive 2 weeks because my toes were half paralysed hahahaha wtf. *rolls eyes at guilty Yu Jie hehe*

but she was the only one kind enough to lead me through the crowd because she knew exactly how exausted i was from being sleep deprived for weeks before the finals. awww. the others were mad pissed at my dumbass sleepy looks ( because they claimed that im.. always kind of sleepy during trips with them hehe)

thanks to the big injured toe, i was given permission to go back early and gg on bed at 11pm hahahaha wtf while they went out for 2nd round without telling me wtf. exposing me to risks of getting raped by Yat Ming wtf.

5) Speaking of Yat Ming, yes, ive been like watching a number of tvb dramas ( Joshua calls them lala I WONDER WHY!) and japanese drama Galileo ( highly recommended)

and several really awesome movies like AVATAR ( everyone said its a MUST-WATCH. indeed, it was really impressive. breath taking sceneries and perfect storyline), Bandslam, Old Dogs, Bodyguard and Assassins - i guess all the movies i watched were really not bad i must say, very worth watching.

6) went for drinking sessions

with mah lovely girls!

7) Shopping and Christmas deco sight seeing wtf.

8) and tak habis habis shopping wtf. i guess i'm so broke now anyone wants to buy a kidney wtf

9) CF Advanced Christmas Party! :)

10) the day after OSPE

random hang out at Pavillion and

makan makan! :D i love round tables. the warmth! (:

11) enjoyed some Christmas decos around wtf

12) Mahjong hahahahha

13) Awesome New Year's Eve Countdown at Souled Out

with lousy tiger beer wtf

14) GEI DAK SEK wtf

ok SS2 Gei Dak Sek still ok! had a really really really BAD experience with the Kepong gei dak sek fellas and imma gonna burn it down when lao niang is not in a good mood anytime wtf.

all because of our craving for sai mai lou like this sigh T__________T

15) Celebrated Yu Jie's 20th (:

@ Sushi Tei, Tropicana City Mall

16) Night out @ The Opera

it was really a splendid night with you all! *loves*

17) Hanging out at Viv's Hse like, everyday wtf hahahaha

Karaoke. Omg Ah Loong so engrossed in his singing -.-

18) Sho... haih. the reason why i need to sell of my kidney wtf.

19) had a fun time receiving gifts from the besties! *big wide smile*

Taiwanese wine ( duno wad izit called la) from Alex.

Loads of gooooodies from Yu Jie! ( I loved your Melb tee and Arnold Tim Tams!)

A year's supply of nougats from Jin Chen. Awwwwww.

Sorry ar no pics because i was too excited to pounce on the chocolates and nougats hehe :P

20) Hello Mahjong again hahahahaha WTF

21) Kindergarten! and teaching Standard 1 kiddos!

One of my happiest day ever. (: The day I got attached hahahahahaha wtf

One day wasn't ENOUGH AT ALL. Gee, i think i love teaching! :D

22) had been taking ugly shots of people. hahahahahhaa

emo shot wtf
me, 500 feet above sea level. :P

i think i enjoyed my holidays wtf

New Baby

2010-01-08T02:05:00.002+08:00

Baby! :)

Well, just so you know, my latest boyfriend happens to be somebody 15 years younger. :)

Guilt

2010-01-03T00:21:00.002+08:00

12.20am

today wasnt good.

in fact i woke up feeling really terrible.

i woke up with chicken pox.

only to find out they were only 9 miserable pimples.

:(

diagnosis: dehydration lah ni.

treatment: ors hahahahaha joke. ( cause of depression i treated myself to mcd, fries oh so sinful fries, onion ring as supper omg, and fried prawns now can you stab with with a pencil)

the real treatment was: mahjong.

sigh. time for quarantine i guess.

have been out too much.

mixed feelings taking over my emotions. damn.

hardcore jogged for the past hour. ( that was out of guilt hahahahha)

i feel better now.

(:

i feel like talking to myself again hahahaha wtf haih whats the purpose of blogging haihs -.-

2010

2010-01-01T03:57:00.002+08:00

Its 2010.

Its 4am now.

I'm very energetic.

I'm supposed to have a loooong list of new year resolutions.

But all I did was.. reminiscing.

Oops.

2009 was a heaven of a year.

Thick and thin, ups and downs.

Fell in love, fell out of love.

Been through hell, shit happens.

Once memories, always were.

( knn why am i poeting wtf)

One thing,

I guess I didn't grow up at all after so much.

FML.

So i NEED those resolutions!

Er perhaps tomorrow?

So long, blissful 2009! I'll miss everything and everyone who dropped by my life and casted a diference. You know who you are, people! :)

To my kena barred from examinations incident - i learnt that resit wasn't that bad after all. at least i enjoyed my errrr morning sleep while everyone else was in the examination hall panicking away.

To my bidding few of my super bff farewell incident - awww i've learnt to cope with life being miles away from several super close girlfriends and boyfriend ( Yu Jie, Vivian, Jin Chen, Rachel), life sucks without you darlings but SO GLAD U GUYS ARE BACK NYEYEYEHEHEHEHE ( except rachel nge wtf)

To my brown hair incident hahahaha - err my black roots are faithfully growing back again and its RUINING my head wtf. can somebody sponser me dye :(

To my colored contacts era wtf - never gonna go back for acuvue hahahahahaa. i love big iris contacts now! :)

To whatever else which happened in 2009 - don't worry you were blogged down at jessie240490.blogspot. history jotted down forever. (:

To my ex boyfriend - i'm glad you came and dropped by my 2009. i had fun baking cake and being a clumsy gf who forgets about most things.

To my family - 19th year spent with you folks. nothing else i can say already wtf.

To my friends ( too many so can I errr group all of you together wtf - this includes 160, kys, housemates, coursemates, random friends from here and there wtf omg i feel so fu him but cannot- this is gonna take me forever) - can't tell how much i cherish our friendship. i can be very demanding and ignorant at times, i beg for your forgiveness. hereby i wish you peeps the best of everything and thanks for always being there for me.

To God - You were always there for me, looking at me, blessing me with such wonderful people to cheer and tear with. Couldn't ask for anything else better. Thanks and Amen!

( this post is kinda cheesy but whatever lah hahahahhahaa at least im typing without boundaries im likin it again! )

Yu Jie

2009-12-31T01:59:00.004+08:00

hahahahahahahhaha.

to the girl who facebook msg me everyday and misses me more than anyone else in the world ( as far as I'm concerned) though being miles away in Melbourne

to the girl who knows exactly what kind of caption Tee I like ( unlike silly boys who get me MALE CUTTING XS SIZE OF JAY JAY CAPTION TEE hahahahha)

to the girl who reads my mind and knows exactly how 'pek cek' I am whenever I start frowning

to the girl who listens to every single teeny weeny bit of my rants and never get bored of it

to the girl who listens attentively to every stupid lame incidents that happened ( perhaps you might think that she's a super bored loser now THINK AGAIN *defends for bestie wtf

to the girl whom I adore dearly

Ong Yu Jie

you effing left teenhood.

happy birthday.

ps: i was so reluctant to blog again but heaven, this is for you, friend.

we'll clear off all the promises on the list one by one! slow and steady k! :D we have nothing but time wtf.

much loves.

from the girl who bothers you 24/7 and texts you so much till you reply 'i lazy to sms la' :(

( ok i sound like an ultimate loser now hahahahaha seriously do i even have a reputation now)

oklah short update now stop complaining of the lack of updates wtf. the author very busy ok. seriously damn tired jor coz its the boss's birthday today ( i boycott sushi tei from today on) and we got stuck in a tremendous traffic outside midvalley today. had an awesome lunchie with desiraeleven.blogspot at bangsar village today wtf. now talk about satisfaction. :))))))) ( smile until cannot shut my mouth wtf)

tvb then bedtime.

it's been a while

2009-12-28T20:24:00.002+08:00

It's been a while

HARLOWS!

Gosh it has been a tiring Christmas! From strotting down busy Orchard Road to flashing 1000000 mega watt smile at cameras for like 38349390 times a day, from drinking and kap-ing chai at Clark Quay to playing Poker and Showhand till the wee hours of morning ( wtf that was for Day 1 & 2 only wtf), I AM BACK! :D

Gone and back to Malacca over the weekends before Christmas.

Eating out, yum cha session, drinking session, camwhore session, and not to mention endless shopping.

My fatigue level is like, MAXIMUMMMM! Yet I don't feel lethargic at alll... YET.

I want to jog away my adipose, CUT DOWN SERIOUSLY on eating and CONTINUE PARTAYING!

Meanwhile, stay tunedddddd folks. :d

Blessed I am, honey!

Notes #3

2009-12-23T01:34:00.002+08:00

i'm exhausted.

but i don't want the fun to stop.

i feel the void every now and then.

maybe i should blog some other day.

this is for those who don't follow me on facebook ( cheh wah i aint no Taylor Swift wtf), i'm alive peeps.

tomorrow's da judgement day.

i wanna pass my preclinical exam.

then go Orchard Road party til my lingeries drop wtf.

K bye.

Merry Christmas in advance. :)

I'm Nothing Without Eu Yan Sang and Caffein

2009-12-15T20:12:00.004+08:00

I'm Nothing Without Eu Yan Sang and Caffein

Hollllla! Pardon the few days hiatus because the author has just went on a free vacation to Hell wtf.

Sigh I've one and a half more paper to go before I officially pass out wtf.

Like I desperately need to let my poop out after exam wtf or i'll die of.. poop toxicity wtf.

I'm currently living the London time now right here in KL wtf I guess all the circadial rhythms of my hormones have gone haywire. Sigh.

Staying up through lonely nights is horrendous. Watching the break of dawn everyday was never my thing - I guess people change.

I can't stand this sleep-2-hours-a-day-kan-cheong-over-forgetting-facts-putting-on-specs-24/7-till-theres-these-2-freaking-grooves-medial-to-my-eyes-lifestyle anymore.

T_______T

I wanna work out, get tanned and get a dermal piercing! *goes wild wtf

By the way, today's paper was crap. T___T *bawls*

I have so many things to blog about! Laters!

2009-12-11T05:28:00.002+08:00

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Apa ni wtf

The 3 Folks

2009-12-10T04:12:00.003+08:00

These are one of the 3 folks I adore most in life.

Hahahha Daddy Mummy and Jan. :) - ( mum studied hardcore ok hahahah)

I'm nothing without them boohoo.

Behind the scenes!!!!

Hello no thats not me graduating haha. I WISH.

Paparazzi shot wtf.

Walao kay poh father trying on robes as well hahahahahahhaha.

Yes I pulled an I-Curled-My-Hair joke hahahhaa. It wasn't permanent. :P

Pre shooting make-up hahahah. :D

Gosh I'm so fed up of studying already. :S

Oops, see, cortisol overflowing wtf.

Where Are You Now

2009-12-09T19:16:00.002+08:00

Where Are You Now - by Honor Society ( check it out or regret)

Typical pop song but it meant a lot. To me at least. Check those lyrics out. :)

I know we'll never see those days again

And things will never be that way again

But that's just how it goes

People change but I know

I won't forget you

- Honor Society

Oi, I miss High School lar! :D

I ought to be studying

2009-12-08T04:45:00.003+08:00

VINCENT WONG!

*swoooooons* cute mou!

Too bad, hes not someone I know of T________________T

Hahahahaha now stop saying I'm a lam yan freak wtf. I saw this cute looking guy in Born Rich so I dug out his profile wtf. Sorry la I'm stalker like that hahaha.

Name: Vincent Wong 王浩信

Others: Forgot hahahahaha wtf.

I'm feeling exactly like this:

STRESSED UP SIA.

Finals Finals Finals. I feel like quiting. Can't afford to fail this time. T_T

Fellow friends facing the same problem, no worries, I prepared you this.

Haih, don't bang till hematoma or whatever intracranial haemorage come and blame me.

BANG AT OWN RISK.

Levator palpebrae superioris getting weaker. I'll feed on anti depressant pills tomorrow. :(

Bitching

2009-12-06T05:09:00.004+08:00

Farking insomnic. Blogging from bed. I think I've got tuberculosis. I see blood in sputum. Very bad prognosis.

I need to know when am I dying. Ive got regrets.

I'm not gonna tell you what are my regrets. Finals in a weeks time. God knows if I can pass this time.

Wasn't productive at all today. This is crap. I slack too much. But I'm not feeling good.

My vagina's bleeding. My usual cramps drive me up the wall. Nothing aches more than the heart. I fucking have sam si now. Talk about wrong timing.

Anyway I fucking wanna die hard party after exams. Alcohol caffein tobacco, you name it.

Fuck lah liddat also you believe. Mom if you're reading this I'm just joking.

I'm mad at some people. I wanna bitch all I want now. Then I can sleep in peace.

I hate mushy mushy lovey dovey blog posts. Or at least don't let me read it. Nabeh nobody wants to know how much was the Coach bag your boyfriend gave you nor am I interested in seeing pictures of 2 fucking beh pai seh people french kissing. Fucking over can.

Stop talking in the oh-so-kawaii-neh-tone to me. Soli bun siu zeh donoo hao to tok bak in that tone to you nehhh.

I hate copycats. All the copycats in this world may you rest in peace. Don't try to immitate my writings/my sense of fashion/humour/whatever. You're a BORE.

Flirt. Define flirt. Knn I give you 2 situations.

Case 1: Talking to a boring-looking guy.

He's just a friend.

Case 2: Talking to a good- looking guy.

Man, that girl's flirting with him!

Case 3: Talkng to a supah hot guy. Somebody like Nate. ( extra situation so dump people like you get a clearer picture of it)

She's trying to seduce him.

What lah. Just because a guy looks better ( and probably is more popular) than the other, PEOPLE start judging you as a big flirt. And when you talk to a geek its not flirt.

-_-

So silly.

Anyway. Ok done with bitching. Now I feel nice. Aaaah. Wait, not completely. ( once again Mum if you're reading this I AM JUST KIDDING I JUST NEED TO BITCH IT OUT. No tobacco no nothing k. Don't ground me)

I just need to go shopping.

And more facial and eyebag treatments.

Ah. I don't feel good now. Nightmares everyday. I dreamt I killed someone last night. And got away with it. The cops didnt suspect a thing. I'll blog about this some other time. My mind is terribly invaded. By random thoughts and philosophies. At least I know some of my friends do agree with me. So bombarded with crap. Study week is crap. Somebody bring me to Ampang Look Out Point. I need to yell my lungs out.

I'm officially missing you. :( I despise you for the ignorance and disappearance. I despise myself even more for letting you go. Nobody understands. Whatever.

Blue Flu

2009-12-04T01:53:00.004+08:00

Blue Flu

Aaaaah. Nice. I love the feeling of moisten tau foo fah skin after 20 minutes of facial mask.

Oh anyway! hello peeps.

T____________T

I'm very super depressed now.

Because now I'm voiceless ( severe sorethroat), tasteless ( I ate Tim Tams ( by Yu Jie!) and I tasted NOTHING) and VERY VERY SICK.

T_T

My taste buds are all gone.

I attacked a plate of dark, starchy, sizzling Hokkien Mee promptly after it was served only to find that it tastes like... maggie without preservatives wtf. It was completely tasteless.

Now I know how diligent my taste buds were previously. I'll learn to cherish you all more, now, COME BACK! I DEMAND YOU PEOPLE TO STOP MOGOKING AND WORK FOR YOUR ROYAL HIGHNESS NOW!

T_T Whats life if all you taste everyday equals to plain water. Famous amous cookies taste worse than soda biscuits, apple juice taste like pipe water wtf.. so you get the picture.

I hate my life now. Now I know why hospitals don't serve good food. Cause the patients don't get to taste them also! Give dragon meat also they duno how to appreciate wtf.

Ok crap toxicity again.

No I don't hate my life if its just tasteless like that. It's freaking lifeless too. Damn it.

I have a fucking guilt to overcome myself before going out for a yum cha at Spicy. ( in fact this happened several times already wtf WEI it takes up a lot of determination to overcome the Guilt one ok. Its like the devilish me saying 'your friends are waiting for you' and the angelic me goes 'no, no there's always another time' GOD I think I'll be the most decisive person on Earth after finals wtf.

I have to constantly look at the watch to see how fast time flies and how slow the thickness of my piles of notes get thinner.

I am very annoyed by myself everytime I get distracted with two million kinds of thoughts while cramming.

Clark Quay. Our unfinished Tequila with Keat Sin. Oh I've got a new dress to wear to club. Christmas gifts for the lovely people. Bible verses to be written to cards. Blog about the freaking lizard. Blog about something which is currently pissing me off ( laters). Jay Chou. Buy eye masks. Buy curlers. Dye hair. Bring mummy to the Face Shop. Shopping. Shopping. Shopping. Shopping. Shopping. Shopping. Shopping. Freak broke jor, work. Then shop. Then work. Then shop. Then

OK YOU GET THE IDEA DONT YOU.

My mind rockets 450 million miles away from the spot I sat on to some other universes besides Milky Way while my faithful eyeballs would be staring at one page after another.

Had my haircut yesterday. Jing Ling said I looked like an ape when my brown hair falls off. ROFLS. I hate to admit this but, I DO look like some kind of chimpanzee wtf. A pretty chimpanzee perhaps. -.-

SO the highlight for today is. QUEEN YU JIE IS BACK!

HAHAHAHAhA. No idea why am I addressing her queen. But she came back with so many lovely souvenirs and tidbits for us i HAVE TO CALL HER QUEEN. Awwwwww. :) I loved everything she brought back for me!!!!! :D Nougats, tee, chocolates, honey ( how can she predict I have sorethroat! - I didn't even tell her!)

Had a super contented dinner with her mother and the rest of our girls. Awwww. Very very happy indeed. Though the food tasted all the same to me - sorry I didn't dare to comment on this because it was all my flu's fault! I'm sure those sotongs and fish tasted awesome but T____T *bawls*

Roars.

So nice having my girl back. :DDDDD

Ok actually I wanted to blog about something really annoying but I guess it has to be postponed. Because the fucking medicine I took just now is working now I'm feeling so drowsy.

Today will be the day I switch back to my anti-Owl mode. I've been living life like an owl the past few days. Trust me it was horrendous. More about it laters.

So much to say, so little time!

Greetings from Lee Jin Chen

2009-11-30T04:07:00.007+08:00

ANG MOH LANG wtf
( editted by Jessie in red)

Mr Lee Jin Chen hacked into my blogger and guest blogged, to my horror. hahahaha. didnt have time to edit because I was SICK LIKE A DOG WTF.

You saw it on the tv, you saw it on the street. Come on, you know how fucking cool it is to be an ang moh. Ang moh guys all sibeh tall and handsome, wear ultraman sunglasses walk on the street, like chick magnet like that. Ang moh girls even more powerful wtf. The blonde hair and big boobs never fails to get people’s attraction one. Now, you ever wonder how being an ang moh would be? Being in ang moh land for 10 months, lemme tell you how being an ang moh would be like. An insider’s point of view wtf.

Well, if I were ang moh, I would be supa tall, supa leng zai, with a supaaaa big down there (you know how ang mohs are famous with there big batang) wtf. I would’ve probably looked like this:

HAHAHAHAHAHA WTF LAH Y U STEAL MY NATE ARCHIBALD!

Hahahaha so sibeh yeng right. You ever wonder how the world is so unfair. I always wake up blaming my mom for my shit face when I looking into the mirror wtf, but the ang mohs have so sibeh good genes no matter how bad they look, they still look good. Oh but then good genes don’t guarantee good taste la. Go ask XiaXue’s bf why instead of a leng lui ang moh, he go and find a fat asian chick hahaha.

If I were ang moh, I can do any dangerous stunts. Why?? Because when they reach 18, they got a fuking youwontdieavirgin cert from the dad already, do crazy stunts die also nevermind. You know hor in Aussie, they got this Schoolies week, where graduates from high school get to places like Surfer’s Paradise to errr celebrate for a whole week after their ang moh SPM. ( ANG MOH SPM HAHAHAHAHAHHAA) When I say celebrate its not like go sing k, watch movie celebrate weih. Tens of thousands of ang moh graduates swarm into the place, just to party til they drop, drink til they get drunk, and take drugs til they fuck strangers around wtf. I’ve been there, and trust me when I say its really supa crazy supa steamy supa hot. You have to be there. So you see, they get paid by their parents to go to a beach to find fuck, how cool is that wtf.

If I were ang moh, I would’ve seen boobies like a thousand times already. I been to Bondi Beach the other day, and I saw this:

Well, something like that, but without the white colour things. Hahaha they are interesting to see at first, but then after awhile you’ll get kinda sien. Coz every of them looks almost the same, they look just like char siew paus, only substituting the char siew with milk I guess.

And they weren’t as interesting as I thought they should be, or maybe im turning gay. Anyway, hahaha we saw this ang moh who got her boobs so over-tanned, it looked more like siew pau.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHHAHA OMG IM FALLING OFF THE CHAIR

Hahaha stop tanning already!!!! Your breasts are burnt, overcooked!!!

If I were ang moh, I would be supaaa polite. You know here hor, when someone’s blocking my way at the supermarket when I’m pushing a trolley, I would say excuse me. The ang moh will say, oh sorry, there you go. I’ll reply thank you with a smile. Then the ang moh will say, no worries. So peaceful right? When you’re at the zebra crossing, the ang mohs, even if they’re driving lambo, will stop for you to cross the road one. In Malaysia, Nobody ever gives a fuck about zebra crossing. If you ever cross the road slow slow, the next thing you know, you got honked like shit by a car. Then the driver wind down the window, points a fucking middle finger at you and say: “Ooi you chee bye la you, cross road watch car la kaninia eh. Now you block lim peh’s way how to settle first? Diu!” That is, if you’re lucky. If you’re unlucky, you wont hear CB or KNN, a car will fucking run you over. Reverse. Run you over again, then the driver spits saliva on your dead body.

Eh but then ang moh points middle finger sibeh cool weih hahaha im racist like that.

And the If I were ang moh list goes on forever.

But I’m no ang moh. So I’m rude like this and I look like shit. wtf

But because I’m no ang moh, I get to know the leng luiest girl, the bestest friend in the world, wtf I mean in Asia (compare with ang moh sure lose no, eyes see). It’s funny, but If I were ever given the choice again, I’m sure I’ll choose the not ang moh one, just to get to know THE Jessie again. =) *tearful eyes*

Though I’m pretty sure she would’ve been a lot happier if I’m a leng zai ang moh typing away here fml. (SO SO SO TRUE BABEHHHH!)

JC ( which stands for Jin Chen and not me by the way)

Nicely written, i'm very well entertained hahahaha. you need to guest blog more lah Mr Asian. :P

Sold Out For Jesus

2009-11-26T18:19:00.010+08:00

Sold Out For Jesus

Today's Daily Bread bottomline is: Confession opens the door to thanksgiving.

I know I haven't been giving thanks for days T_T

*

Anyway! hallo for still reading me! I know what I write everyday is crap -___- i feel really really really inferior about it *looks down* but i don't know why this whole crap typing issue gives me a gush of satisfaction and amusement wtf so i'm still doing it till i pass out wtf.

Gees, I wanna blog about all the unblogged stuffs! Here we go all randomized wtf.

Field Trip to Health Care Clinic at Kelana Jaya. ( scheduled in our SCC module where we were supposed to 'visit' places like clinics, spas, factories and do reports on Occupational Health, bla bla TCM bla bla yalah all the stuffs you prolly dont wanna know.)

They bought us to the rubber factory to inspect on the Occupational Health diseases HAHAHAHA WTF. Damn ridiculous can!

Oh and we were told that KFC and Secret Recipe have the highest rates of OH diseases so... HAK HAK HAK have you been eating KFC and SR lately!!! *evil grins*

*whispers* I actually ate a Dinner Plate few days ago wtf. I even scowled at the mother who tried to munch parts of my crispy chicken skin wtf.

This is Mr Yogendran stealing leftovers hahahahahah. ( he'll skin me kao kao and slash me into one thousand and one pieces if he sees this.)

Day out with the housies.

I know my floral top a bit fao kua SORRY LAH chiu lau heng mah wtf. ( Sorry we can't pose properly in pix)

Watched Phobia 2 and totally LOVED IT! hahahahha rated 5 stars out of 5 stars because I practically enjoyed every moment of it!

The other day Nyin and Jling came all the way to Serdang. For JI BAO GAI!

Hahahahaha seriously I think I'm a pretty good tourguide because I know where to get the BEST FOOD HAHAHA.

Hahahhaa NO NO NO THIS IS NOT THE BEST FOOD I WAS TALKING ABOUT!

Guess what was it!

Omg hahaha seriously I damn em hou yi see reveal what was it also wtf can Jing Ling/Nyin solve the mystery wtf.

Oklah imma tell you the answer but promise you'll never stare at me as if I'm an alien the next time you see me ok.

Its actually.. LEFTOVERS hahahaha. Seriously wtf this is the result ( AS USUAL) when 3 carnivores sit down and orders food. And the freaking food never fail to come with a little bit of vege here and there and so TA-DAH somebody came up with the oh-so-brilliant idea and made it into a new dish WTF.

I promise I'll NEVER EVER take shots of food leftovers again wtf

Another day out with the heng tais wtf.

The tall heng tais wtf. Freak, they reached the ceiling wtf @.@

Karaoke session was good wtf I sang k twice in 1.5 week. Dim Sum was NOT good wtf I think Kepong still serves the best dim sum wtf I had 4.5 rounds of dim sum in 1.5 week wtf. Now I see Suen calculating calories for me wtf. She's like the automatic calorie calculator wtf -_-

Ok and shopped till I lost count and bankrupt wtf.

Bought this high waist skirt and displayed it at home wtf

Imma need to get new glasses because I nearly broke my old one wtf.

Now there are 5 friggin' LONGGGG visible obvious scatches on BOTH the glasses wtf I'm mourning for it wtf. I stepped on it while kan cheong-ing over something FML. I even heard the 'CRAAACCCCK' sound wtf. HAIZ.

Seriously I think Im a big time helluva destroyer too. :( I just dropped my laptop onto the floor wtf :( and I threw my phone to the wall 2 days ago when the alarm annoyed me too much wtf. And that bugger asshole troubled my dad so much about the repair ( yesterday's unfortunate incident wtf) if I had the money I would have whipped it out and say NAH don't need you to pay lah wtf cause so much trouble wtf hahahaha but fact is I DON'T so ok file closed we'll see how it goes tomorrow WTF.

You know what's on my top 10 buy-list!!!! I WAN A FREAKING NICE-CAN-SHOW-FIGURE-BUT-NOT-TOO-REVEALING-CHEONGSAM!!! ( push up bra is a necessity when it comes to cheongsam wtf SAD.)

Ok this cheongsam from Nichii was obviously not the right one for me wtf it failed terribly. in hiding my lumps wtf.

Putrajaya Night Out

:))))

One Friday Suen & I rushed to Times Square for cheap dresses spontaneously. We speed shopped for 1 hour and rushed back to Equin Park for Cheah Yin's birthday party.

Very fau kua in same tops hahahaha but me likey!

Happy Birthday CCY in advanced! :)))

Yin's buddy feeding her with... I forgot wtf.

Most of them were with partners WTF so whenever the housies hang out I'll be dating Suen wtf hahaha. 2 pathetic girls make one happy pair!

See my happy partner and Aries Phooi on stage wtf. They were dedicating a song for Cheah Yin awww. :))

Mommy's Grad! :D

Look at her big wide smile! :D

Mum and her fellow bffs? hahaha, doesnt sound too right!

Boring but still, Congratulations, Mummy! :D Really proud of you.

Suen's sis birthday surprise.

Tze Chien, happy birthhhhhhday! Sorry for the miscalculating of your age hahahaha.

Another round of Field Trip to Klang.

We were all cravinggggg for Bak Kut Teh so much the indians couldn't resist the temptation too!

Lovey dovey. It was their 1st encounter with pork and was Kalai horrified looking at how Josephine and Moh and HER boyfriend herself ( Yog) munching intestines wtf. and me demanding for more fei zhu yuk from everyone wtf hahahha.

Ran in the rain back to the Spa Centre with only newspaper as shield wtf.

Outside the Spa. We were there for crappy Traditional Complementary Medicine research wtf.

Spaaa whooooosh. :)

Another day out with the housies. BAD DAY I must say.

This picture was extremely memorable because right after this picture was taken I slipped because my heels ko-ed wtf.

Outside Tropicana Life wtf so I meekly went it and got myself a pair of slippers I didnt like for 30 bucks wtf. Talk about bad timing isn't it. I was just a few steps more to the cinema!

I was so upset hence I slept through 2012 hahahahaha.

but managed to wake up during the kan cheong parts so it wasn't that bad after all. Suen and I wrapped ourselves up in her superbig scarf and slept so soundly while cheah yin teared herself through the touching scenes wtf.

Seriously, I didn't think the movie was touching enough. I prolly had higher expectations, sigh.

Green Tea drinking session at Sushi K wtf hahaha.

Ok i'll end this with a very ugly pic of the author wtf. ( I'm in the exact ugly state now because my eyes are STILL swollen and pimples are popping bagai cendawan tumbuh selepas hujan wtf hahahaha JOKE)

*chomping CJ burger wtf nommms nommmmmsssss chomp chomp chomp*

:)) <-- double chin wtf

A Hell Ride

2009-11-26T01:06:00.003+08:00

You know what, I've had enough of happening days.

SO SO SO ENOUGH LOR.

Ok anyway before I start babbling away, WELCOME BACK VIVIAN YAP hehehehe I'm so happy she's back but because of her I got into a car accident wtf nehmind nehmind it's all worth it boohoo ( Vivian are you in tears already!)

Yesterday went back to Help to so called study with Karying wtf.

WALAO EH I MISS HELP LOR. Met some A Lvls mate and Kar Ying's coursemates ( ie Crystal - whom Im very satisfied with hahaha wtf *nods wisely*)

I WANNA TRANSFER BACK CAN AH :(

I wanted to blog about this last night but I was too busyyyyyy.

The thing I miss most in HELP is..

ITS TOILET HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

Walao freaking dejavu the moment I entered the washroom hahahahaa because we used to spend so much time there ( because Kying is the toilet queen) and those Rooms-To-Let advertisements behind those toilet doors omg hahahahhaa very very very familiar.

and its ever-so-crowded library wtf hahaha. Except that they have this extra floor above and the computer lab for people to facebook wtf.

Okok back to serious topic. Ok maybe I shouldnt have leave college. Ok or maybe I should for the so called doctor dreams. Ok or maybe I shouldn't because see what notes have done to me now. Ok or maybe I should because Accounts/Law/Physco ain't my thing. Ok or maybe...

AH CUT THAT CRAP.

:(

Sigh. Reminiscence oh reminiscence. :(

Anyway! Then Suen, Yong Li, Yee Tong and Lynn Hooi dropped by at Kepong for dinner on their way back from Penang. I struggled so much debating with the father deciding where to bring them for dinner - aihs, cause Penang lang damn fussy when it comes to food its so hard to satisfy them! In d end we ended up at Kaka Bak Kut Teh and Honeymoon hahahhaa ok damn nice and they made my day too. I'm always proud when people say Kepong food nice LOLS.

Then rushed to Vivian's house for her so called surprise welcome back party WHICH WAS A FAILURE hahahaha. Kys and Wb were blowing up balloons at Kying's place while I was already at Viv's house waiting and to my horror I saw Viv comin back right before they arrived. All she saw were 3 horrifed faces with balloons behind their back hahahaha omg it was really funnayyy. We then drifted upstairs to place all smiley balloons on her bed and ta-daaaah! WELCOME BACK HONAYYYY! :D

1st round of catching up obviously wasn't enough. AT ALL.

This morning woke up at 7 for ECE at Hospital Serdang @.@ Paedetrics ward was ok. Babies crying everywhere. :( My heart shrank a little seeing those prematured babies on incubator. :( I could help but to feel blessed being born as a healthy baby. *tearful eyes*

Mummy, thanks for giving birth to me as a super healthy and fat baby! :)))) *hugs*

And then I spent half of my day in the hostel ALONE ( after Suen left and the rest of the housemates went home/went out to sing k) waiting for my dad to pick me up. ALONE. in an empty room ( just so you know, i packed most of my things back there was nothing much left in my room - no approriate clothes, no laptop, no charger, no books, no bolster, no notes, no nothing - only one FREAKING DUSTY BED)

and I spent that few hours sneezing my ASS away wtf. My eyes were so swollen they looked as if I just got beaten up by a gang of Banglaaaas! and my nose were nearly rubbed till it almost dislocated. I even had the urge to grab a knife and just amputate the nose because it was itching so badly I was cursing every single foul word I knew under my breath.

Then on the way back we got caught in the jam for TWO freaking hours. Sigh can reach Johor/Ipoh already you know. My eyes teared alll the way back ( I didnt cry - the swell was so severe it hurts!) and SERIOUSLY I dread traffic jams so so so so much Imma really break down into tears if I was alone. I don't like the idea of watching the clock tick away and there goes all my precious time spent on the road @.@ moreover it was so chronic it didn't move at all T_T for 2 hours @.@ God can watch 2 episodes of Born Rich got leftover time to MSN smore wtf sorry I'm very calculative one. :P

Reach home, the eyes were still HORRIBLE and my face swell so much I thought I looked like a 'zhu tau peng' ( pig head) sigh I thought I could never see sunlight anymore - I wouldn't dare to step out of the house looking like a pig head! After 2 episodes of Born Rich ( yes yes Im still so angry with Cheuk Yat Ming nowwwww baaahs if I were the scriptwriter I'll make him DIE in the most grossful way at the last episode wtf to satisfy all the audiences hahaha) and a comfy hot shower I felt all rejuvenated again!

Just when I thought my bad day ended there.

Ard 10ish Chatted with Viv on MSN and suddenly we suggested to continue our unfinished catching up session at Spicy. So off I went, in the mothers car because she drove mine out. At a traffic light, I stopped and while on the phone without noticing it was green already - a fucking BOMPPPPPPPPP! put me in shocking horrorrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. Fuck the impact was soooo huge a few more centimetres my head would have knocked right into the steering and I could have dieddddd T_T

that bugger came down and apologised wtf. I was like wtf are you gonna just apologise and go off wtf the back of the car was dented and the cencor light was damaged sigh. DAMN KAN CHEONG CAN. Called the parents for rescue before the line of cars behind honked and asked us to go settle by the road side wuwu. That freak called his gang of friends ( whom were nearby) - there were around 10 of them somemore was I freaked out to death T_T - i could have wet my pants patheticly wtf

Then the father came and talked to them for half an hour or so ( I left before they finished keng-ing because I'm mou yi hei like that hahaha wtf) and finally he is willing to pay phews. Now I hope by the time we send him the receipt he will settle it and never haunt me again wtf.

Reached Spicy around 11ish and had a good chat with Ritchie ( alamak taught him about vaginas and anus hahahaha wtf he must be a curious kid) - taught him per rectal examination in front of his mother some more WTF and yipee yay yay Vivian and her whole JET of stories ( which is now still unfinished- we will never run out of topics I guess)

Now I'm happy again wtf.

Remind me I'm still on my study break, not my sweet holidays yet.

I hope everything bad ends here and tomorrow's a beautiful beginning to my life.

Hmmm.

Notes #2

2009-11-24T01:15:00.004+08:00

I don't know what can I do now.

I'm waiting for 2 more mins for TEO JING LING'S stupid fruits to drop from their trees and harvest them.

Stupid Country Story. :S

Today is a very warafak day. I can't wait to sleep it off. :(

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The other day I dreamt of lontar peluru. Yes, I was attempting to toss a 'peluru' and indeed I did. I heard a 'thump' and my reticular formation woke me up. I fumbled around to find what have I just tossed. It was my baby phone. FML.

SCRATCHES!

Damn, I lontar-ed with all my might you know! :(

FML.

Ps: Cant wait for Viv, Yu Jie and JC to touch down already. :(

I Permed My Hair

2009-11-22T18:08:00.003+08:00

Got my hair permed! Believe it or not!!!!

Nah, a clearer view of it! HAHAHAHAHA.

So do you like my loose curls!!!!?! :P :P :P

Notes

2009-11-22T00:29:00.002+08:00

Sometimes, I find myself missing my workload so much.

at least it distracts me from never-ending crappy thoughts and the silence around me.

How am I to struggle through this three whooping week of hardcore alone?

Lols, Jay-Z's Run This Town has been ringing through my ears the past hour. I wanna run down my town also already wtf. Why does this jogging urge always come past midnight?

Aights. No way I'm running down my neighbourhood now having stupid dogs barking at me wtf.

I kind of miss my hectic life now. Call me a workaholic hahahhaa.

Ps: FREAK. I FREAKING HATE CHEUK YAT MING in BORN RICH! Seriously can he like die in the last episode because he's such a trouble maker! Grrrs.

And NO I don't like neither Kam Leng/ Sam Hou now. But Gong Sum Gai is good! :D Keep watching people! :)

Medic Night 2009

2009-11-19T17:19:00.009+08:00

Backdated.

I suddenly have this urge of posting up pictures of unfamiliar faces and talking nuts about them lols.

The last 2 weeks had been too eventful I wasn't sure how did I spend/slack/play my ass off. We had 0 lectures and a few Service, Clients and Community trips and boy, they actually turned out to be pretty much fun! Didn't know boring clinics/waste disposal sites/tradtional complementary medicine can be fun too wtf hahaha. (shall blog about it laters) Shopped so much I'm super broke now I don't wanna spend a single penny on clothes/shoes/bags anymoreeeeeee. Basically watched all the movies I want and I'm so gonna do an official movie review like a pro hahaha. The mother's convocation was awesome ( I've yet to post all her supah hot pics hahahaha) - Sigh, so many pics on the camera/phone I very kan cheong now wtf. *fan nao fan nao*

Okok Imma type like a machine gun again now because time is running out! Today is the very last day of my third semester and I would loveeeee to proudly declare that THERE WILL BE NO MORE ASSESSMENTS FOR MEEEEE HURRRAYYYY! *throws confetti and runs around like a sakai*

We've come to a very very very end of our preclinical life baby! ARE YOU LISTENING HUMAN BEINGS?! *drums roll*

So for an auspicious round up for our end-of-all-theory-lectures-and-assessments, IMMA BLOG ABOUT MY CUTE COURSEMATES!

Ok about 3 weeks ago we had our annual Medic Night dinner. Didn't wanna blog about it initially because I thought it would be boring staring at unfamiliar faces over and over again eh ( BUT WAIT, maybe it wouldn't sound so dull if I add in a lil' beetle gossip about them wtf)

Shall we start?! *excited*

Now my high school girls can act like they know every single of my coursemate already! *yes talking about the kys and vivian hahahaha*

Ok seriously the pics are all so messy and scattered around so I decided to just grab some of them from Facebook and post it here lols so people if you see your ugly face here you're so the very honoured being the chosen ones! hahahahha like lah so big deal wtf.

1. Zaza Wong

Ok this very cute junior of mine was dancing her ass off to some supah cute and catchy indian song on stage. Mamamia, seriously the performances that night was splendid! My personal favourite would be the Indian dance hehehe ( tats why I chose Zaza haha nolah i ain't no biased ok)

2. Yong Li

You should know this guy because he is my chou lou, super man, ego, freaking tall, yi hei zai 200%, love advisor - teach me how to break up WTF, my chauffeur, hengdai, and he's the one you can never find emo ( I suspect he has some problem with his limbic system wtf) but I DO KNOW HOW TO MAKE HIM EMO!!!!

By provatising my blog hahaha then he cannot stalk me already lols.

Say hello to my yi hei zai Lee Yong Li it is! :)))) He's the one who never says no to my day outs, movie day outs / sing k day outs. :DDD

3. Yoggie

the one who enjoyed gobbling up pig intestines with us eating Klang Bak Kut Teh LOLS!

4. Chou Yee Tong

He's been missing in action for quite some time though, busy going after a girl, so typical of our playboy Chong! :P

5. Songbird and Dancing Queen Wen Qi

Too pretty to handle! :D Little Miss Perfect!

6. Rong Yao

Too smart to handle! :D One of our top students.

7. CUTE RACHEL!!!

Sharp tongue she has, but never fails to entertain us with her sarcasm and wits. Tan Yee Ann!

8. Roomie Hong

Best picture I had with her. :) What else is there to say about her la? -.- You prolly know her well enough already wtf.

9. Emcees of the night!

Modern version. With Jun Hui, Shalini and Liyana. Great performances that day people! :) *thumbs up*

The traditional version. Hahahaha Jun Hui looks like he's getting married wtf.

10. Meng Chun aka Mr Penang

Since he put in so much effort editting and photoshoppin his picture Imma steal his picture la wtf. Say hello to our muscle man Mr Goh. Trust me, I've seen his biceps and they're FOR.REAL.

11. B-Boy Lynn Hooi

He very tu lan me cause I annoy him too much by asking him to pose.

12. Kuan Peng

Love your floral dress! This girl here damn humerous from the outside, freakin emo from her inside. Girl, lets break the hell out of the emo world, there's so much fun, SALES and have I mentioned FUN waiting for us baby! :))) No emoe nemoe blog posts eh! :D *hard pats & tight hugs*

13. Kuan Meng aka Uncle.

No idea why they call him Uncle, I followed the crowd so I called him Uncle Saw too wtf. We did the exact pose we did during last year's Medical Night. He has the incredible ability to tone me down when I'm kan cheong, telling me its okay to skip a few classes hahaha. And his birthday video for me was so funnnnay I could laugh up till today can! :P

Oh and he's one big heaven of brilliant guy too. Sleeps and scores better than me. LIFE'S UNFAIR! I want half of your thalamus!

14. Keith Leung

Our trademark pose hahaha. We never had serious pictures together huh?

15. Kalai

Yog's loving partner. Malay dance, Chinese dance, Indian dance ( DUH!), Modern Dance, whatever dance you name it, she marvels at it! I love watching her graceful steps and sexy moves lah omg I can never get bored of her grooving to Jai Ho etc etc etc. Kalai, you make a very potential clubber haha. Nice cheongsam, btw! Eat more Bak Kut Teh and you'll grow out of it in no time!

16. Jun Hui

cheeky junior who obviously shares the similar character with me ( he was exactly as lazy and playful as I was in 1st year wtf) With your attitude (just like mine), I foresee a very young successful doctor in you in 5 years time! We gonna do great, hehs.

Oh he's a swimmer hahahah. Up for grabs, ladies!

17. Miss Nice Girl JULIA!

She's one of the nicest people I've ever met. All Kepong people are nice too, I guess! :DDDD

18. Mr Sharp Tongue JOSHUA

One of the most sarcastic guy I've seen. This CF senior of mine is capable of making me tongue tied with all his sarcasm and verbal attacks. BIG BULLY! :P ( Note that he's already a 5th year final student lols OLD WISE MAN)

19. Sis-co-Hsemate Josephine HEHE!

Where the whole 'HEHE' pronunciation began. Ok a random joke about her. The other day when we were happily discussing about our field trip to Klang, a Malay coursemate claimed that she's from Klang.

Jo immediately jumped into action, approached her and said rather loudly, 'Haa you're from Klang ah? I WANT.......'

and trails off. AND walks away hahahaha.

HAHAHAHA. I, on the other hand was quietly sippin my Dutch Lady saw everything and I asked Jo why did she stop halfway.

' Jo, don't tell me you wanna say YOU WANT BAK KUT TEH'

'YALAH hahahah how you know one! Then I dont know how to twist it so I just walk off HAHAHAHAH'

FUNNNNAYYY!

20. James

Jessie James! Hahaha. Now what about him, smart ass and a skilful basketballer despite his height hehehe.

21. Hsemate Iki.

What can I say about her.. Nice dress yooo! :D hahahah. She's a facebook freak who comments on nearly everybody's status and still gets excellent grades wtf.

22. Housemates from AG1. - the winner of the Dirtiest House, Messiest House, House with Most Shoes, and the Smelliest living room and toilet hahahahaha.

But look do we look decent! Nobody will know the dark secret of our horrendous house hahaha.

23. Suen, and my left view wtf

Got so sick of all my right faces heres my left one - looks weird, doesnt it?

And okay Suen is already overrated on this blog and got toxicity of promotion already wtf.

24. Durga

Smartest Lui Keong Yan I've ever came across. She speaks like a Barack Obama, debates like some top lawyer wtf, and leads like prolly the best leader in the world. She's probably everybody's idol, really.

25. Chee Yik

Yea I was blogging from the library and he came in. He then approached and kay-po I couldn't continue bloggin in front of him anymore lols. Smartest guy in 3rd year from Bentong ( mum's hometown), judging continuous rankings - he always come out as top in the annual rankings of results. You know, there're so many smartasses in this world its terrifying. Ive always thought the ratio of dumb to brilliant people is about the same but WRONG. I believe there're more bright homosapiens than idiotic ones in this world hahhaa because I'm in the bright category of course. *tilts head and walks off arrogantly wtf*

26. Calvin - 5th year

He says there's only 3 things in his life - stethoscope, basketball and his freaking mouse for Dota wtf. This Dota freak sapu-ed the Most Athletic Student Award - obviously his basketball skills were recognised coursewide wtf. He even claims that he can dunk hahaha WTF SURE BOH I thought dunks only exist in Lan Qiu Huo wtf.

27. Buddy Wong Teck Fui ( WTF)

5th year buddy from Sarawak. Another Dota freak - some even crowns him as the Dota King or what-not wtf. *shakes head*

I seriously don't get it. 23-24 years old young man clicking that freaking mouse away after studying Orthopaeds/ O&G. WHY LAR? Girls can never understand guys I suppose. Dota is crap, oops. :P *runs*

28. Ah Seng!

Heng Dai! who constantly nags about me not studying/skipping classes. *looks down*

29. I shall end this uber long post with a warm picture of The Four Musketeers.

Keith, Yours truly, Suen and AJ. ( AJ MIA during Medic Night because he was in a bad mood hahahaha)

Finally a decent picture of Keith? :P

BRAINS ARE CRAP

2009-11-17T01:10:00.003+08:00

Seriously never felt so stressed up before. My hippocampus is blank. Its NOT functioning. Do I have Alzheimer's or memory loss. My memory capacity is so tiny I can't fit anything into it! *shoves piles of notes in it and closes forcefully wtf*

CNS assessment tomorrow. Not done with Physio yet. Pharmaco is complete crapshit. CRAP! FUCKING CRAP!

CAN'T AFFORD TO FAIL ANOTHER ASSESSMENT AGAIN. :(

I AM VERY VERY VERY THE PUMPED UP TO THE HIGHEST STRESS LEVEL NOW. :( Do tell me you understand how I feel. PLEASE do. For I haven't been stressing out over studies for quite some time already WTF.

I NEED TO VENT OUT ALL MY FEELINGS BEFORE MY LIMBIC SYSTEM GOES CUCKOO.

I LOST MY MIND.

WHERE CAN I FIND IT BACK?

MAOI, SSRI, TCA, Come to meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. I desperately need more serotonin and dopamine.

Gingko Baloba!

Ibuprofen!

AHHH WHATEVER I know you wanna stab with a knife now.

Clasp Knife effect!

OMG.

I don't get it why do humans still need a brain, when they don't really use it also wtf.

Come on, girls think with their emotions while guys think with their testicles.

WE DON'T NEED BRAINS.

WHY STUDY?

Damn, I'm going back to my notes. Its gonna be a long, long, LONG night.

I am so gonna fail this very last assessment of my preclinical years.

T_T

I need a getaway

2009-11-15T00:19:00.003+08:00

The other day we happened to stop by Putrajaya for sightseeing.

There were obviously better photos in Keith's camera but mine wasn't that bad after all.

Hmm, this freaking place put me into some kind of unexplanable mode. Not exactly hyper over the view, not completely emo over the past, just... reminiscing I suppose. Hmm.

Everything that happened put me into this mundane thoughtful mode again. I guess I need a round of silent time again.

Or maybe a vacation would do me good!

A beach would be a perfect getaway right now.

If and only IF.

Open Your Eyes

2009-11-13T11:46:00.004+08:00

Open Your Eyes

and see the world for yourself.

Baaaahs! I need a break from all these! Life has been pretty happening in an awful way. Arghs. One moment you find yourself giggling so much your tummy aches, the next you get dragged down to hell. Imma tell you bout my very the happening life probably next week. Fucking busy and I hate it.

Meanwhile,

do you like my fake lashes? I think they do liven up my face - compare between right and left eye ( note that nil make up was put on) but I look so refreshed already. My usual botak face look so frail and boring - all you have to do is buy a pair of fake lashes from me, get a good lash adhesive glue ( from me also!) and stick 'em onto your eyes and voillaaaa! - don't need to apply thick eye shadows/big iris contacts/lash curler to look stunning already! ( PS: eh I just woke up when I tried those on ok! :) )

Get em from me for RM 3 bucks each ONLY! ONLY! While stock last.

Next post: Lovely pendants for RM5 ( with free necklace), Kawaii earrings you seldom get outside for RM 2 each ( when I say its cute means it is you've got to trust me), Bonita Necklaces for RM3 ( when I say bonita means its bonita wtf) - ok, pictures say 'em all - I'll post pixxx of them up soon!

Haih very busy. SAD. :(

I need a Hug

2009-11-13T10:20:00.002+08:00

T_____________T

Am I so worthless to the extent my feelings isn't worth caring for?

Sigh.

:(
:( :( :(

Fking Hurt, fking emo, fking upset. I can't imagine all the upcoming disasters. :(

Happy 500th!

2009-11-10T21:15:00.003+08:00

500TH POST!

*opens champagne*

hahahaha seriously I've been diligently working on my one-post-a-day plan because I can't wait till I reach the 500th post!

Hello its me again! *1000 mega watt smile*

Today I woke up with a huge swollen eye.

2 reasons.

Either I cried too much in my dream - in which I didn't.

Or my abusive roomate gave me a punch while I was asleep.

Sigh. Poor me.

*

Ok to kick off this 500th post officially ( above was just some random crap to errr inofficially kick start wtf) Imma talk about the..

Weather! Okay, Weather hasn't been good lately. Gloomy skies drowns me in overwhelming despair. Hmm, its not lovesick nor stress. Just the mood swing, I think they call this PMS. So many things to look forward this week, I enjoy the housemates' companion and familiar laughters all over again. I'm glad every broken piece has fall back into its place, things are serene and peaceful now. I owe this all to Him.

Gonna start practising Christmas carols like really soon. The anticipation! :) All the activities and events lined up are the only reasons why I'm still struggling to survive through this hardcore. Not really hardcore yet, but all tension and stress are yet to arrive. Not sure how far can I go, but blessed am I with strength and wisdom, hmmm, boo Finals!

Oh so where was I.. the weather! Today, surprisingly weather was fine.Cldn't help but to feel all cheery after my evening jog. Chilly weather makes me a happy girl! Lalala.

I need new songs so desperately! I've been super addicted to Boys Like Girls soooo much now! The vocalist super shuaiiiii ok! =DDDDD ( ok googled! Martin Johnson it is! :)) )

And who has the movie A Walk To Remember? Baaaahs. I wanna watch it lah I didn't know Mandy Moore is playing the lead role ok I love all Mandy Moore's songs grrr. The book was superb and I.WANT.TO.WATCH.THE.MOVIE. But movies always let me down because they're always not as good as the novel itself. Hmm, nevertheless, no harm trying! ( Note: I hated the movie PS I Love You and all Harry Potter mv though. :S And I hated Twilight and I doubt if I'm gonna watch New Moon lols I see many Cullen fans rolling their eyes at me already lol.)

Ok I hereby announce that I wanna watch 2012 because erm.. its overrated hahaha. Everyone's talking about it gosh! Oh yes and the fourth kind was a blast. I've never really watched a documentary kind of movie like this but I thought it was nice. And terribly freaky because I don't get to cheat myself ( like I always do) that movies are fake and unreal. This freaking movie is for REAL and NO JOKE wtf.

You know I'm a very considerate person I hate spoilers hence I won't be revealing anything about this movie because you people ought to go check it out! Then we can all sit together and have a small debate over it sighssss I don't wanna suffer pondering about the mystery alone and freaking myself out from time to time. T__T

The world's so unreal. Somebody tell me if aliens exist. I want evidence. Don't show me frivilous pictures of UFOS and green pixies wtf.

99 Problems

2009-11-09T23:22:00.002+08:00

I saw this Ninety-nine Problems post on www.cheerupemokid.net so I thought Imma come up with my own 99 problems it is!

99. My biological clock

is completely WRONG. I gotta fix it before horror starts because I don't wanna get leukemia. I slept at 6am again last night ( don't roll your eyes) and woke up at 8.30 am for breakfast with my girls and I didn't sleep all the way till 4pm and surprisingly I woke up to a noonmare at 4.45pm and I'm still wide awake now GOSH. I didn't take any coffee nor chicken essence ya God knows what happened to my sleeping cycle. :( I feel my liver degenerating already T.T

98. Post-long-weekend syndrome

Now that my lovely weekend is over, reluctant but still, I'm all rejuvenated! ( not really but its not exactly a hectic week so Imma enjoy it like the coolest kid in school hahah wtf)

97. No blogging mojo

hahahaha I'll continue tomorrow wtf.

Good day people! Tell yourself in the mirror you look awesome and have an awesome day tomorrow! :D

Voila!

2009-11-09T01:07:00.008+08:00

Voila!

The return of your favourite blogger hahahhaa 3.31am now omg seriously I find it best to blog at this time of the day! Ok prolly not because it always takes me a couple of hours to upload pics, msn a while, facebook a while, pps not a while, then come back, upload again, then continue with my show hence that explains why the updates are usually in the wee hours of the morning lol.

You know what, I thought of many things to blog about during shower today! Yea I'm a heaven of a productive person because I do so many things in a day I don't have time to think about things except during shower when I can actually tame myself down ( WTF I sound like a wild baboon lah omg) and work the brains lol.

So I vow I'm gonna blog about all those interesting topics I came up with in future! Haks, I'm not gonna reveal here let's keep the suspense going so you're forced to check out my blog every single day ngek ngek ngek.

I've got some really uncool and random pixxx here though. Dam stupid but I feel like introducing them! Because this is what I do everyday ( yea so unglam right) glam stuffs you can officially check them out through facebook lah because its effing superficial people judge you through facebook now i find it so annoying! Not like I judge people through their facebook also actually, I personally prefer stalking blogs because that reflects more of one's life la, not completely but definitely more than fb ok. ( PROVIDED those bloggers blog about their real life la, I seriously get turned off when I come across blogs with 298392029302 of clubbing pictures omg is that what you call life wtf. But those chicks are so pretty their clubbing pixx never fail to make me pause and analyse their outfit/make up hahaha oyy i'm still a girl lah i aint no your macho heng dai ok wtf)

Omg see how far I go crapping sigh if only I use those time in helping orphans or elderlies wtf.

Yea at times when I feel so useless and meaningless, I ask Suen to bring me to some orphanage or old folks home to do charity work wtf hahahaha.

Ok so that day ( quoting Keith) AJ and I had no movie kakis so we went for a movie. Jennifer's Body.

Its so stupidly lame I can't believe Megan Fox acted in such a pariah movie. And it freaks me out a lot too cause the scenes were really.... you know it isn't really super-horrifying, its just so super-fake-kind-of-gross I don't like it! I do enjoy disgusting movies like SAW but they aren't really the shallow kind of disgusting okay ( its anatomically proven and realistic), and it has meaning in between its ke-geli-an but hell no JB's just different. ITS SHALLOW - I hope you get what I mean.

Definitely not worth my 10 bucks I would have spent it on better things like, piercings wtf. Yeah I want a nose piercing hahaha but that would probably lead me further into the sea ( lalas- get it?) and never get to come back to land wtf.

Ok so that night we had a quick dinner at Little Taiwan - check out these 2 really weird things.

Taiwanese green tea is actually white in color. -_- Taiwanese must have weird brainstems.

and they actually name their food after coffins hahahaha.

Stupid ok why would one want to disect and open up a piece of bread and put SALAD in it haih of all the things in the world why SALAD. and leave the lid opened some more hahaha and worst of all they name if coffin hahahaha

I was trying to suck AJ's pearl with a straw wtf( I wrote balls at 1st but then I thought it didn't sound really right hahahahaha)

I was shy because I looked like crap that day and it was a bad hair day ( that explains the sudden appearance of the cap wtf)

Neck dislocated ah stupid Kah Joon hahahaha.

So the other day we went PGRM like I've said before. Nyin was studying OKAY hahahaha Yu Jie can you see that she's holding notes omg! Even if she isn't really reading the effort of her bringing notes out is already remarkable! Very well appreciated!

Ahhhh guai, guai *pats and nods wisely wtf*

This was the hall, Pastor Lam giving his superb-10/10rated-super-hilarious talk. Oh just today I discovered the zoom function in my phone hahahahah paiseh ( eh can I blog about this talk next day because I've a lot to talk about it ok lets make it a special one post lol)

Nyin with her new shirt! 7 days without prayer makes 1 WEAK.

Very cool. They happen to sell so many cool captioned tees there we had so much trouble deciding on which to buy because we're both broke asses. Imma show you what I bought next time because they're really cool I wanna take cool pixxx of it hahahha wtf ( Pardon me if you aren't happy with my idioticism)

She damn guai lan lah coz she ALWAYS asks for a BIG CUP everytime at Mcd to put her chilli sauce in so she doesn't have to stop by the sauce booth for refill wtf.

Ok yday I attended the Citibank annual Charity Bowl. It was actually a global event organized by Citibank ( God knows whatever the charity is about) so I thought it might be fun and I loved being part of charity hahahaha ( truth is I didn't contribute anything -_-) Wad lah since I can never make it to orphanages/ old folks home so I thought this sounded cool..

Stupid Alex! :P
Okay tbh I didn't play hahaha. That was just for camwhoring purpose LOL. I guess Jason was trying to tell me which was the heaviest ball because the very hao lian me wants to camwhore with the heaviest ball hahaha. *flexes biceps

Seriously it had been AGESSSS since I last went Cosmic Bowl at MV. I rmbed how we used to think its cool hanging out at a bowling centre and play bowling after movies lol. Those were the high school days.

Cosmic Bowl is actually quite cool. It has many different kinds of themes de lor like party theme, usual theme etc. Like halfway when its all bright and loud they turn off the lights and play sentimental BeeGees songs hahaha then suddenly when you get so emo they turn on the disco ball and play BEP songs ( remix one some more) hahaha.

And they played all my favo songs I thought I was in a bar lol.

Melvin was the hero of the day because he striked like, more than 8 times I think.

Its an annual competition but I suppose they didn't win anything hahahaha with the very pathetic score haha. Nolah they were really good, compared to last year's because I was in their very-unfortunate team hahaha. *looks down guility

1st round Alex was like lao pek like omg hahahahaha he then picked up during the 2nd tournament lah too bad I'm only posting embaressing stuffs hahahaha. Ti Hong ( remember my ex boss? I don't think shes stalking my blog anymore hahaha so I can feel free writing about her already hahaha) performed several miracles too during the 2nd round hahaha should have video-ed her miraculous stunts lo wtf.

Ok enough of bowling hahahah not like I seldom get to talk about such skills you see. Oh well speaking of skills Im going for Korean language classes soon! :)))))) Woohoo soon you'll be catching me joking and talking about intellectual topics with hot Korean guys! =D

Guess what's Alex trying to do here!

Adjusting my massage chair hahahahahahahaha!

Damn funny because I was really worn out that day ( not like I did anything energy- consuming also but remember how badly I slept the night before?) I planted myself into an Ogawa the moment I saw it and voillaaaaaa how orgasmic I felt! hahahaha wtf.

Got a free balloon and a free Citibank cap ( which I lost already hahaha I wonder where on earth did the cap go?!)

There was this Electronics and PC Fair that day too so KNOWING my colleagues they always love going to places like this wtf.

You know, when you hang out with wise, matured grown up wor

king people, they either go for movies or shop...

at places like BEST DENKI hahahaha. ( some of you may not have heard of this but its err the most well-known electronic shop in Malaysia I suppose cause I only know this also cause they used to hang out at the KLCC outlet a lot when I was still working as a temp staff at Citibank)

They are really capable of walking around and looking at those electronics for like hours and conducting intellectual debates/ discussions over which plasma has higher definition or which refrigerator can keep the freshest meat hahahaha.

Sigh, generation gap I call it.

Ah well, sweet nineteen is.. sweet.

Ps: This is a short video on the composer of ' Chong Seong Wan Siu' theme song singing the song that night. ( Chong Seong Wan Siu - Triumps in the Skies, rmb the TVB drama Eason sang?) He really sang and composed well and I thought he deserved some recognition here since I cannot afford to buy his album hahaha. - But horrr, I forgot his name wtf forgive me Imma google tomorrow.

Its getting late now and I've got a date with the kys for dim sum as early as nine tomorrow! Gosh I've yet to blog about plenty of things ie me getting into a business very soon, happenings around ( Im never finished with that wtf) and gossips! Urgh, I'll be back tomorrow, if possible. Babais!

Short Note

2009-11-08T00:55:00.004+08:00

Errr, just in case you're hoping for an update,

Seriously I haven't been sleeping well these days. 6am in the morning and I'm still wide awake. 9am in the morning I woke up to nothing and had to force myself back to sleep.

10.30am in the morning I couldn't stand it anymore I woke up expecting to see a zombic reflection. Surprisingly I looked fresh and happy.

So it was obviously another day out baby!

11.30am I dressed up and went out.

Now I'm very tired.

But not sleepy.

Ah well, have to anyway.

I'll update tomorrow.

Ps: Oi I love my hair color above! I need to get those black roots DYED. Argh if only I have the bucks to dye it black and then red again. Maybe streaks of blond hahhaha call me crazy.

( and oops the flash is stupid and my mirror is very dirty i know. hahahah - i love having a camera again yoo.)

Good Friday

2009-11-07T02:02:00.003+08:00

A Good Friday

You know what, today I'm so happy I feel like blogging it out straight away before the delight dies down wtf.

Hmmm I love Fridays! :))))))))

Last night I came home all delighted and hyper over the starting of my long weekend. Stalked facebook, blogs, PPS, msn till 5 in the morning before I ko-ed onto the lovely thing spelt B-E-D.

This morning Jing Ling came over and we made awesome and funny breakfast with everything I had in the freezer hahahaha.

Then we watched Final Destination 2 and bits of FD 3 ( we fast forward to the spooky parts only hahahaha)

Then shopping (and gossiping) with the mother in the noon. Halfway through it the sudden crave for McD struck but we didn't have time for that. :(

Evening, Nyin & I rushed to PGRM, Cheras to attend a talk by Pastor Lam all the way from Hong Kong. Its the 2009 Yeah Show ( Imma blog about it next time along with videos!) It's really super awesome and hilarious arghhhhh loved the way they shared and talked about how the world's changing.

Now the thing is we didn't have tickets for the show. We planned to buy on the spot so we were supposed to reach earlier but as usual we were late ( ok we were just on time lar ok) but thanks to the directions given by our walking GPS Low Chang Weng we managed to find our way effortlessly hahahaha fuiseh everyone knows I'm a good driver.

Much to our disappointment the ticks were already sold out by the time we found an illegal parking spot ( risking saman and all because we're determined people like that wtf) and did a very very very Malaysian kind of parking.

That was when a churchmate saw the pathetic looks on our faces and gave us tickets in! =)))))))))))))) So happy because we were so desperate for the show we even planned to camp outside at the hall to watch the big screen outside hahaha.

Boy, the crowd was huge! Over 3000 Christians were gathered there and mamamia we found perfect seats right before everyone came in and sooo many of them just sat on the floors and stairs @.@

Sosososo fortunate of us! *AMEN*

I was completely mesmerized by the supraaa amusing talk delivered by Pastor Lam and other guests ( tell u all next time hahaha got Miss Chinese International la, Hong Kong composer fuiyor I love his voice ok, Tang Xiao Kang - he's a christian! etc etc etc)

Bought a few really satisfying stuffs which I really really liked (laters) and needed oh my I can't tell how happy I am now woohoo I can't stop grinning like an idiot wtf

And to sum up my happy day we were starving so terribly before we spotted 24 hours MCD! *hyper

Oh and Daddy got me a new cameraaaaa! Sony 10mp! =DDDD

Ok the theme song of the night:

I've got a live one from my phone Imma upload it next time you guys must watch ok!

Oh and I was so happy cause the band sang my favoooo song Still from Hillsong! AHHHHH!!!!!! =DDDD

You know I'm really happy or not! =DDD

Then now I'm stalking Youtube for previous Yeah Show videos and MORE cantonese worship songs. Damn awesome can!

Oh and my current favooo song now is Two are Better than One!!!

By Boys Like Girls and Taylor Swift.

I have a major crush on BLG vocalist!

I can never thank God enough for blessing me with lovely Fridays every week.

Updates

2009-11-05T23:35:00.000+08:00

Read with caution, long post ahead!

It took me ages to post these pics so please do analyse them one by one with tender lovin care hahahaha

So hello! lets break the hell out of those series of emo posts and liven this dull thing up!

Okay practically what happened last week were these! ( recapping via pictures again - sorry la i know im inefficient and very forgetful what to do)

Random incidents from last week!

One day I caught Suen reading the papers! ( which is something she won't do in one million years)

So i flashed out my baby to capture this very auspicious moment of the millenium!

And as I got closer this is what I saw her ~~drooling~~ looking at.

FOOD.

Heaps of them!

Oh GOSH. Why she so cute!

Ok *whispers* tell you all a funny secret!

The other day I asked Suen what did she want to order from the cafe when she hesitated for several seconds before answering me..

'Nasi Goreng....'

I was like nasi goreng what?

She then hesitated for one minute before she had me roaring in laughter with her answer.

She answered me,

'Nasi Goreng.... BESAR!'

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA ROFLS ROFLS ROFLS. I was like wondering if she wants Thai/Cili Pady and all she said was BESAR.

*smacks forehead*

Seriously, I'm risking my life telling you this because the day she sees this posted up own my blog is the day I perish wtf.

*tries to save condition* Actually, well, you know, she's not that kind of glutton as I've mentioned la. She was just being wacky and trying to make me laugh. Like seriously, I couldn't appreciate more to have her cracking jokes to keep me alive throughout every stressful day. Hmm, I feed on her stupid jokes every day to survive, just so you know. =)

Okay this is turning emo now wtf lets hype it up!

Show you all something!

The famous Serdang TAU FOO FAH TONG YUEN!

Awww I love desserts after dinner!

Look at their happy faces waiting for our ever-so-hang-fook-dessert! =D

It was a long day that day, indeed. After spending hours trying to look for the so called famous Teo Chew Street behind Times Square, we got caught in a horrible traffic for nearly two hours. In heavy rain some more. T_T If you know me well enough traffic jams are one of my top 10 most hated things because I find it so time- consuming and patience- testing! Argh.

Nevertheless it was a productive day, too!

We made it there after walking for half an hour, only to realise that the place was just 3 minutes away from our car FOL.

No pics already lol.

So I've been pretty busy catching up on dramas too! I would prefer Born Rich over Gong Sum Gai, however. I know, I know, many of you find that Gong Sum Gai is so much better and meaningful but still!

Hoo-Ray-Lui! hahahah wtf *amused by own joke

Seriously damn happy to see Born Rich on the papers and gosh they made Sabah looked nice! Sipadan awwww. They even made our mosques look good hahahaha or somehow everthing that appears on TVB dramas look good ah? *effing biased

Okay next. Lee Min Ho backdated pictures. I tell you ah this post is sooo backdated I feel like I'm jotting down history already wtf. Ok the Lee Min Ho fever died down eventually.

This is Lee Min Ho signing autograph on stage.

He looks kind of sweet here though. (Note: Jessie is never a fan of sweet girlish guys SORRY)

'You are my girl' Lee Min Ho said to me wtf.

I have to admit I'm really into Etude House products recently! Got mummy into it too! Now we're using peeling products, facial masks, BB cream, make-up remover and even my freaking eye shadows are from EH.

Long live, Etude House! =DDDD

This is Nyin sitting on the rubbish bin while waiting for Lee Min Ho wtf. You could have seen the crowd! It was ridiculous. Too bad I ran out of the chasing-artist-era, not like he's Wang Lee Hom also. But that freaking Lee Min Ho PURPOSELY pass by in front of us at McD lor aiyo we also don't know why he has so many ways to exit he chose that one IN PURPOSE.

I realy wonder why wtf. ( Wong Yong Rong do you want to box me now hahaha)

You look at this freak. Haihss...

hahahahhaa ok enough of annoying everyone I know I'm pretty much of an irritating person! Hmm the only joy I find in life is by annoying people I love to annoy! Teeheehee such great people! =)

Ok the second joy I find in life is by blogging shameful stuffs about people!

Like Yong Li who stalks by blog quietly! Hak, I know you're reading this! =)

You know, Yong li is actually a very good hubby. ( Sorry, he's taken)

Because he chooses good fruits.

and bargains well.

See, so hard at work. *admires* We girls should probably go find a hole and stick our heads into it.

Ah well, we're lui keong yan! While the guys chose their fruits, we camwhore! =)))

Hmm, what ever happened to this world now.

Ah well, just so you know, when the freaking fivesome hang out, we tend to get so busy... with our own things.

Very very busy. Suen, as usual, makes us laugh till our jaws dislocate, Yong Li, as usual talks cock and makes fun of others, and Keith will pull all sorts of perverted jokes and goes all orgasmic. -_-

PeiYi will be very busy camwhoring -_-

Suen will be sticking her head around hahahaha. =DDD

and our freaking orgasmic Keith.

And this picture looks sooooo obscene!

It all started with me declaring my love for the smell of petrol. ( don't roll your eyes yet, you've yet to know all the strange smell I love! - ie: Ridsect, marker pens, mothballs etc)

Yalaaa I find the smell of marker pens so freaking addictive and they claim that I look orgasmic while sniffing at it!

So, thats basically how this whole orgasmic thingy started. And ever since that whenever we are at the petrol station they make fun of me FML.

The other day we had our very last practical lesson with Prof Jeya.

He's like one of my favourite professors. Yes I do doze off (constantly) during his lectures but he's really good at explaining Anatomy. He deals so well with cadevers wouldn't even jerk a little while squeezing cadever's penis with all his might hahahaha. JOKE

One of the many paparazzi shots I took of him. Ooooh btw Lady gaga's paparazzi is super hot! Am I being biased or what I love Gaga so much even her fart also I will say nice smell lah wtf.

Okay one of the many pics I took during boring tutorials. Peiyi, your pair of very highly honourable legs+heels is the chosen one for this week. Wtf.

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next!

didn't I tell you how much I craved for KFC weeks ago?

Oh well, after weeeeeeks of cravings, I HAD MY VERY OWN MEAL OF SNACK PLATE!

Ahhhh, the satisfaction! Fingers lickin good!

Ok the other day we went shopping. For more Medic Night stuffs, yeah, shopped a lot for Medic Night because there were simply too much to buy! Both necessary and unnecessary stuffs.

Like wasting time in a Focus Point trying out every single pair of glasses on display hahahahaha. Nolah I actually kind of enjoyed shopping at optical outlets because I love checkin out colored lenses and the different kind of lenses they have in market now! Like next I'm trying out Purple con and big iris contacts! Cool wei! Now you people can stop calling me a zombie/vampire lah wtf I love my grey lenses okay! I thought I looked cool in them T_________T

Oh btw do I look cool in THESE?! Harry Potter/Steven Tan's trademark glasses!

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Okay the other (mid)night after our emcee training session, Shalini brought us up to this friggin cool place - The RoofTop.

It oversees the entire student plaza in our faculty and the view was awesome I must say. Perfect place for lovebirds to hang out la definitely not for despo people like me because I need to stay in the middle of a very crowded party to keep myself away from grief hahaha nola.

This is Jun Hui acting emo.

I actually enjoyed overlooking a scenery from higher places.

The Ampang Look Out Point I never got bored of.

Hmmm, Ampang look out point at midnight ( after a rain) was really different. It was so misty I could hardly see my way. And I was practically shivering all the way because its really chilly up there!

See so misty Alex looks so gothic here hahahahaha.

Btw, I would really, really, really loveeeee to check out Victoria's Peak at Hong Kong. WHEN?!!?!?!?!?!?!?! *roars*

Ok Imma stop here 1st. Next post on Medic Night and Sepang! =) ( can't promise when though hahahha judging my level of procrastination worsened to a level it can't be saved anymore)

Bye people!

Ps: eh why nobody comment beside already one <-- T________T *attention seeker giler*

Ramblings

2009-11-02T22:01:00.005+08:00

I don't get it.

Why do I still get gastric even after eating?

Why do I still get puffy eyes and horrible eye bags after 10 hours of more-than-enough sleep?

Why do I still look freaking pale after hours of rest and facial mask?

Why do I still look so fat after a whole month's of diet?

Why do I still have thunder thighs after climbing flightssssss of staircases everyday?

Why do I still fare badly after understanding what I've read through? Am I just plain stupid or did I just leave my brains in the bathroom before assessment?

Why do I have to think so much and so far after something happens?

Why.

_

Maybe I should stop questioning all these.

Because 2 friends of my friends just passed away yesterday.

Yes, they were two of the three UTAR students drowned at the waterfall yesterday.

Sighs.

Life is so short.

To top things up, I came to know that several friends of friends of mine ( do you get me?) passed away too. Be it accidents or leukemias.

Hmmm.

So what if I don't have an ideal figure/ flawless skin?

So what if my CNS module is so screwed up?

So what if I can't get my expected reply from certain people?

So what lahhh.

I ought to be thankful that I'm alive here bullshitting away.

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Meanwhile, stay tuned for more updates will you.

Happy belated Halloween people! =))))))

Note that its a blessing that you are still alive here reading my crappy lines.

God is superfreakingabsolutelyGreat lor.

except that this gastric is really killing me now T_T

Thoughts #2

2009-10-28T01:53:00.003+08:00

1.52am here.

Its always during midnight when all the confessions come in. And I know readers love to read about deep confessions because they are always the juiciest bits of gossip/topic to talk about during yum-cha.

Remember the Facebook obsession some time ago? The shallow me even blogged about how fun facebook is, the fast come-and-go comments, the stress-releasing games, the never-ending interesting statuses, the rapid updates.

But then addiction died down. Expected, things never last. True, new games were invented, along with creative nonsensical quizes never fail to keep us entertained. But then again, it didn't last either.

It had been quite some time I thought living in my own world. I do still stalk blogs and profiles of close friends regularly, but leaving comments? No thanks.

And then I pondered about this whole living-in-my-own-world-issue. Sorry if you don't know me well yet, I'd love to introduce you my very contemplative-self now because I do think about things a lot. You'd have no clue how far I'm capable of going because the brain is just an awesome organ like that wtf.

Life's like that. People only notices when you show your concern. There were certain points of life when I got so depressed I felt that I was all alone. And this whole loneliness thing is so mighty it can actually pull you so down till you reach the very bottom of the valley, say, if your life's a shape of a hill. I know I can be really shitty at illustrating, work your lazy brains and imagine it lah wtf.

I then realise it wasn't actually ignorance. It was just me. My own problem. My own living-inside-and-not-opening-myself- problem. So what if you spend every weekends outside partying with friends when you don't feel happy at all. All these while, I struggled so hard to defeat the exhaustion just to occupy myself with more so-called activities in order to blind myself from the ignorance. I was pretentious. I thought I had a fulfiling life. I thought by having an eventful life I can temporarily hide the sorrows away from public. I thought by hanging out with different people I'm substituting my previous lives with better new figures.

No.

It's only time when I pray, I talk to God, I questioned and demanded for my true feelings, I came to realization that having an eventful life doesn't mean anything. As I ponder further, I took the courage to look back into the past and overcome those regrets.

Regrets in my life. So many of them. I regretted gapping away from the friends when I was still in a relationship with my ex boyfriend. Many of them were kind enough to forgive. But some weren't. Who am I to blame them? I must thank God so much for having such forgiving pals, they have been such a dear to me.

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I actually typed out quite a lot dedicating this post to several of my friends, but shamefully I backspaced them all because I didn't have the guts to. Hmm. Forgive me for holding back again because I didn't have the courage to admit how mean I was.

I'm a very lousy person, just so you know. Maybe you should stop reading this blog because the author is a very mean person.

To all-of-you-know-who-all-of-you-are, thanks for all your forgiveness and friendship. I'll learn to not take things for granted and cherish every kindness you all shower.

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See An Ass

2009-10-27T22:52:00.003+08:00

OMG HAHAHAHAHAHAH.

I WANNA BLOG ABOUT SO MANY THINGS I DON'T KNOW WHICH TO START WITH.

okay maybe I should do it after the CNS assessment on thursday.

I'm feeling like a neurologist already WTF HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAA okay damn kua jeong i know.

But seriously I'm thinking of gyrus and sulcus everytime I see meat WTF.

And cerebrospinal fluid everytime I see liquid wtf hahahahahhaa.

I'm best at kua-jeong-ifying things wtf.

And the best part is the bff, too, has CNS on Thursday HAHAAHAHAHAHHAHAhAA shit RACHEL COME OVER LET ME PERFORM A MACHINE GUN KISS ON YOU CAN AH WTF.

Okay seriously these few days had been crap. But I kept all the emo crap in the refrigerator and locked it up. Free only go unlock it and admire wtf.

Yesterday was a heaven of a tiring day. I've yet to blog about a very good friend of mine LEE YONG LI.

And the very orgasmic Keith Leung.

And the very busy with her camwhoring business Hong PeiYi.

And our all-time favourite joker-face Chow Tze Suen.

OMG I can't wait to blog already.

And omg MISS SINGAPORE WORLD RIS LOW.

CHECK HER OUT ON YOUTUBE! She's all over there! Famous lah her! rofl. Note that I seldom use rofl unless its critically hilarious!

And omg to those having examinations/finals - GOOD LUCK WEI COME MAMA GIVE YOU GOOD LUCK HUG wtf.

Ok in contrary with all the crappy over hyper stuffs above, I shall end this post with a line I read on Mei Kin's fbook profile:

Pleasure of love last but a moment, pain of love lasts a lifetime.

*nods wisely*

Couldn't agree more.

I'm glad the pain is now locked in the dusty fridge for the time being.

FML.

ps: I'm started with Christmas songs already! Seriously can't wait till Christmas! My favourites are O Little Town of Bethlehem and Emmanuel Has Come etc etc etc this is never gonna end!

Awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww Christmas. =)

Lee Min Ho

2009-10-26T12:37:00.003+08:00

Yesterday Lee Min Ho passed by right in front of us!

Hahahahahaha nolah I actually went all the way to Sg Wang to accompany Nyin, Suen, Tze Jia and Yen Lee ( THE FOUR FREAKING LEE MIN HO CHIU KAP MOU DEK FAN-SEE) to see their idol/husbands wtf. Yalah they all share husbands wtf.

So, Lee Min Ho is actually very hot HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

HE IS FREAKING TALL!!!!!!!!!!! Eng Kah Joon dam ji bei already hahahahhaa

AND DAI ZHEK!

HE MUST HAVE SIX PACKS!

WONG YONG RONG ARE U JEALOUS NOW! LEE MIN HO WOR! KOO JYON PIO LEHHHH.

I don't want Kim Bun already HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAAH.

Sigh, seriously the girls were too hyper over this overrated Korean. I still think Lee Hom/Nate Archibald/Lee Jun Ki/Christiano Ronaldo better lor..

Cause of him we emptied our purses on Etude House products. LOLS. Girls, mahhh.

So, to sum it up, Lee Min Ho looks so gay.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA *sees a crowd of angry fans armed with parangs*

Better run first!

Holla everybody, nice week ahead! =)

Updates

2009-10-24T02:30:00.006+08:00

WARLOWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW! *shows Keith's signature wave*

As promised! Ok to compensate with the all the lack of updates, now Imma reveal what have I been up to throughout this fortnight, just in case you might be wondering I was emo-ing at some corner of the Earth sulking like a loser,

THINK AGAIN. Cause you're wrong.

1. I went for productive undies shopping wtf.

L Size Hush Puppies for Ah Seng! Oh by the way, Happy, Happy Birthday, Sin Seng!!! ( his birthday happened to fall on Deepavali, and his underwears are still on my table wtf I'm a talented procrastinator)

2. Went TeoJingLing-visiting at Tropicana City Mall ( boring place I must say, except that its Kitschen outlet damn big Ho Yik Key is so gonna love it hahahaha)

Awwww bestie hard at work, promoting Anlene hahahahhaa.

3. Belated birthday yum cha session with Yue Hui & Jiunn Herng ( OY I SPELT UR NAME RIGHT HAHAHAAHAHAH) at Jaya One.

To one of my very few female chemical engineer- to-be friend ( Yes Chia Shu Xin you're one of them too hahahahaha actually Ive only got 2 female friends doing chem engineering how macho can they be lah WTF) -- HAPPY BIRTHDAYYYYYYY, YUE HUIIIIIIII!!!!!!! She's still the timid-but-sarcastic same old friend I used to have in high school. Awwwww *hugs*

4. Pigging out at Chee Cheong Kai after a Friday movie day out. I love movie day outs! Provided got nice movie lah ok I'm still not over Sorority Row yet! I can watch it again anytime!

As usual, no photos of food taken. Only empty claypots and bowls hahahahaha. Okay if u were to ask me what are my top 10 favourite food one of them will have to be MEE.

Cause I'm such a MEE pot. I'm not really fussy when it comes to mee, I practically gobble down any type of mee, be it Lou Shu Fan, Hor Fun, Mihun, Mee, Dong Fan, Hokkien Mee WHATEVER mee lah I just love carbohyrdrate that comes in cylindrical shape wtf i don't really care about its diameter hahahaha WTF am I crapping anyways.

Okay outrageous jam the day before Deepavali because we pulled into an Indian street hahahahaa.

Deepavali damn on because I conincidently saw fire crackers here and there awww how romantic wtf okay I saw it alone wtf with my imaginary partner.

This is Keith's reaction to Maybank hahahahahahahhaa. Kute! Hands off by the way, hes, erm, not really available already HAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. *runs away before kena strangle wtf

5. Speaking of Deevali! ( learnt new word) we gave up our comfortable seats at Honeymoon ( AGAIN) and I proudly brought Nyin & Jling to my so called very-nice-one mamak called Ali Maju ( YAMAH last time we used to love Ali Maju beside HELP what, right right KYS!!!!!) to try out Tosai!

In conjuction with DEEPAVALI HAHAHAHAHA.

Never again Tosai in my entire life hahahahaha. Seriously Low Ji Teng I wonder what makes you LOVEEEEE Tosai so much - I don't find it appealing AT.ALL.

Seriously its so hard to find a mamak stall on Deepavali. Everyone says Spicy's boring, I somehow find myself constantly craving for its maggie goreng I don't know why.

6. Since the food mood is in now so lets continue wtf. I'm turning this page into a food blog and turning myself into an enormous elephant wtf.

Not to mention the other day Yong Li brought us to this restaurant called

Xiao Fei Xiang.

Whoa the mee damn on also here nommmmsss nommmmms Imma transform into a XIAO FEI XIANG in no time if this pigging-out thing continues. *burps*

7. But seriously NOT TO WORRY MY FELLOW LADIES AND GENTLEMEN.

Because yours truly has been diligently working hard on her abs HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

Okay jogging, sit up and imaginary cycling aside, Suen was pretty impressed on my pumping skills as well HAHAAHAHAHAHA.

Is it me or peer pressure wtf, I find myself occasionally doing little exercises here and there, ie I play imaginary hulla hoop at library racks ( when I thought no one was looking but Suen KNEW I was doing something suspicious HAHAHAHAHAH *blush*)

Okay I think I fell in love with jogging and climbing staircases wtf ( YALAH Don't laugh) because i find it sooooo fulfiling sweating after a long hectic day. Yes I'm so healthy now so what if I'm a carnivore! *lan si face wtf*

8. Jewellery shopping with Shan @ MV

We spent hours entering into jewellery shops ( Wah Chan, Diamond Platinum, My Diamond, Goldheart) looking for an ideal gift for Shan's sister's wedding present. So nice having Shan as sister because you get to get expensive SHINY gifts from her! hahahahahhaa.

In the end she got this from My Diamond. They're a pair of really sweet ear rings.

Definitely an experience checking out real diamonds because I'm so not the diamond-type of girl. It takes me forever to understand why people claim that Diamonds are girls' best friends. I've always thought those 3-for-RM10 ear rings were cute. *shallow

*shrugs*

Nevertheless, I must say that lookin at those glittering stones do give me a sense of wealth HAHAHAHA by just looking at it wtf. But seriously if you were to give me a pair of those as a gift Imma suggest you get me a Coach handbag instead because I'm very gifted in losing ear rings hahahaha. Sigh why am I such a cheapskate wtf.

And when can I own a Coach WHEN WHEN WHEN.

Okay I present you with a very ugly picture of seafood and rice hahaha.

Suen and Shan at Manhattan Fish Market. I'm always Suen's photographer hahaha. She can't be mine because her photography skills badly need to be brushed up sighs *shakes head*

Okay last picture of food lah hahahaha POPEYE THE SAILOR MAN WTF. ( see Suen's disturbing hand I TOLD YOU with her around I can NEVER succeed in taking proper food pictures hahahaha)

Okay we checked the new Popeye fast food restaurant out. I must say its mashed potatoes are awesome and the rest are just moderately edible hahahaha. Its pretty similar to KFC except that they serve other seafood and they have this cute biscuit thingy which sucked wtf I'm too honest wtf.

OY BY THE WAY I MISS KFCCCCCCC! Shit cannot lah tomorrow must go eat KFC ALREADY MUST MUST MUST I have no idea why the sudden crave for KFC ( especially its coleslaw WTF! you must be dropping your jaw now wei close it back wtf)

9. Last week was utterly a piggin out week. That explains my week of joggings and climbing flights of staircases hahahaha.

Because its the time of the year again. Sushi Bonanza wtf.

See my stupid contented expression. Sorry I sucked in my tummy here hohohohohho too bad you can't see it! hahahaha why lah me so honest I should have said like OUCH my tummy is bloating here hahahaha

Okay enough of Unagis. Sufficient for me to last for half a year already. Till the next Sushi Bonanza, I'm not gonna eat any Unagis AT ALL! TAKE THAT!

oooooo I love purple plates! *burps!*

10. Stew of Life. Yea I was enriching my quality of life with dramas because this week was ridiculously hectic!

11. When I say hectic means life's really busy. CRAZILY BUSY. We have inappropriate clinical lessons at HKL in the morning, and long hours of lectures in the afternoon ( the very perfect ideal time for nap) at Serdang. I seriously wonder how our seniors manage it because we find it so stressful.

12. Visited O&G ward at HKL the other day and IMPRESSED I WAS. *fucking amazed expression*

NOTHING BEATS seeing the weak smile of newly born babies. NOTHING!!!!!! Shit I think I need some sperm donation now because I.FREAKING.WANT.A.BABY.NOW!

But when he grow up then not cute already who can I donate to ah?

13. Medic Night's next week. Rehearsal's were rather good. Couldn't help but to feel appreciative to juniors whom had put in so much effort training for the so-called big day. I hope it turns out great too, judging on the never ending obstacles.

Okay I'm gonna stop this before I start sounding serious again wtf.

Hahahaha honestly I said I wanna stop cause I actually forgot whatelse I've done. Short term memory loss lah wtf I can only recall when I browse through pictures.

K lets talk about today. The loooooong tiring-but-happening today. Before I forget and procractinate again LOLS.

Today after Endocrine assessment, breakfast and crapping session as usual, reluctantly went to Serdang Hospital sulkily ( because my vagina was bleeding badly and the cramps were totally unbearable URGH BAD DAY I MUST SAY)

tagged along Dr Subha around the wards, had a short tutorial with her before everyone left with a big smile on their faces EXCEPT ME wtf.

stayed back for a while then returned to the faculty alone only to find out that my student card wasn't activated to open the door yet.

Interrupt: FYI, there's this long bridge thingy which combines Serdang Hosp and my faculty so that students/doctors wont have to undergo all the hassle traveling the long journey. However the door is always locked to avoid entry of strangers and THE VERY SMART CARD OF MINE COULDNT WORK.

So the very smart but lazy me stood there for nearly 30 minutes trying to call for help. In d end nobody rescued me I saved my life instead because God sent a passerby who has the activated card! hehehehehehe *jumps*

Then I went CF to worship God hahahaha nola wtf. As usual, sharing session was good, except that a senior left me with a truckful of contemplative issues to ponder about before sleeping tonight.

Slept in PBL AGAIN SIGHSSSSSS do I have to be such an ultimate failure everytime it comes to PBL.

But anyway when everything finally ended at 5pm, my heart can't help but to scream YESSSSSSSS!!!!!! because this whole awful hectic week was OVER! OVERRRRRR!!!! *throws confetti

Hopped over to KLCC for some minor shopping before meeting up with Daddy.

AND GOT MY FREAKING NEW PINK SAMSUNG STARRRRR!!!!!!! I love my folks!

((((((((((((((((=

Touch screen me loves!!!! =D =D =D

And 2 very idiotic people went all the way to Ampang Look Out point just to compare qualities of camera phones. Now one of them is way too exhausted to continue anymore wtf.

HAHAHAHAHA stupid.

Show you the pictures of the very misty Look Out Point next time. Freshly from my new baby okay hahahaha

Time to pass out wtf.

*draws curtains

Come What May

2009-10-22T23:18:00.002+08:00

Come What May,

Im back blogging! HAHAHAHAHA are you happy wtf *bows to fan-si wtf*

Oklah reasons for the whole shutting-down-blog-thingy:

1. Updated my profile ( kindly laterally rotate your eyeballs to the left wtf) lol cause I'm not 18 anymore wtf check it out check it out thankiu for your support wtf

2. I was too shy to blog emo. *blushes*

3. Fucking awesome to write when you know there's no one out there to judge you.

I can type things like

' I isolated myself from the girls today because I felt left out FML '

' I accidentally hurt myself while pluckin my armpit hair FML '

' Fucking bitch stepped on my toe today! DIU '

' Damn I've got blood stain on my jeans today FML '

' Da QUEEN is back in action WTF '

and etc things you don't understand / I find it personal wtf

The week was pretty badly saturated with series of misfortunes. TGIF tomorrow, I can't wait to get home and have the folks pampering me already wtf.

Aaah, seriously feels good typing anonymously. But I don't think I'm doing it anymore. Got cons also one. *looks down*

Ok assessment's tomorrow.

No studying mojo.

GG.COM

Will be back with plenty of updates tomorrow! *winks*

Mannequin

2009-10-19T15:57:00.003+08:00

How does it feels like living life like a mannequin?

Ask me.

Hypocrisy................................ tius.

I wish I could be more spiteful.

I'm sosososossososossos fucking lost.

YER!

Meet Me Halfway

2009-10-17T13:31:00.004+08:00

MEET ME HALFWAY OFFICIAL VIDEO IS OUT!!!!

FREAKING OUT! *thumbs up*

Black Eyed Peas - You Meet Me Halfway

If you were to ask me whats my current addiction ( besides BEP hahaha Suen hates me going boom boom boom wtf), it has to be PITBULL!!!!!!!!

Damn don't tell me you haven't heard of the famous ' I Know You Want Me'

Right now this song has been ringing through my ears for the entire day yesterday.

Hotel Room Service by Pitbull

Nice and catchy. Perfect song to dance to!

Move, Shake, Drop - Pitbull

Its all over the local radio stations and I'm lovin' it so much!

K thnx bye wtf.

Kickin' off those nerdy sandles

2009-10-17T02:23:00.002+08:00

Kickin' off those nerdy sandles

Ever came across girls who often describe themselves as ' I'm just a simple girl'?

Sometimes it strikes me so much.

Because I'm not a simple girl.

I spend every single second of my life loading my cerebrum with things.

Awww, poor cranial nerves. *sayangs*

I just dread being simple. So what?

Ps: SORORITY ROW ROCKS BIG TIME. *throws confetti wtf*

Just A Jiffy

2009-10-15T17:59:00.004+08:00

Just A Jiffy

'that it's your heart that knows who loves you, not your ears or eyes.'

Aww.

Amen.

His life, Her Life, My Life, Our Lives and Their Lives.

Exhausted

Olive You

709 - inspired

Self Reminder

2010.

9-11-10

If only I could use a wish right now

a little faith

Jing Ling with love

I'm just a 20 yr a kid

-

Notes #5

Done with Profy, here comes Parasympathetic life

i am such an airhead

How hard is it to be a Nerd

urm

Flaws?

You Know What

What The Fun!

Out of busy schedules and a storm..

I'm Still Kinda Alive

*inhales* I need to breathe

Notes #4

This is gonna cause you an eyesore.

New Baby

Guilt

2010

Yu Jie

it's been a while

Notes #3

I'm Nothing Without Eu Yan Sang and Caffein

The 3 Folks

Where Are You Now

I ought to be studying

Bitching

Blue Flu

Greetings from Lee Jin Chen

Sold Out For Jesus

A Hell Ride

Notes #2

I Permed My Hair

Notes

Medic Night 2009

BRAINS ARE CRAP

I need a getaway

Open Your Eyes

I need a Hug

Happy 500th!

99 Problems

Voila!

Short Note

Good Friday

Updates

Ramblings

Thoughts #2

See An Ass

Lee Min Ho

Updates

Come What May

Mannequin

Meet Me Halfway

Kickin' off those nerdy sandles

Just A Jiffy

inhales I need to breathe