Jessie's Eden

Friday, November 13, 2009 @11:46 AM

Open Your Eyes

and see the world for yourself.

Baaaahs! I need a break from all these! Life has been pretty happening in an awful way. Arghs. One moment you find yourself giggling so much your tummy aches, the next you get dragged down to hell. Imma tell you bout my very the happening life probably next week. Fucking busy and I hate it.

Meanwhile,

do you like my fake lashes? I think they do liven up my face - compare between right and left eye ( note that nil make up was put on) but I look so refreshed already. My usual botak face look so frail and boring - all you have to do is buy a pair of fake lashes from me, get a good lash adhesive glue ( from me also!) and stick 'em onto your eyes and voillaaaa! - don't need to apply thick eye shadows/big iris contacts/lash curler to look stunning already! ( PS: eh I just woke up when I tried those on ok! :) )

Get em from me for RM 3 bucks each ONLY! ONLY! While stock last.

Next post: Lovely pendants for RM5 ( with free necklace), Kawaii earrings you seldom get outside for RM 2 each ( when I say its cute means it is you've got to trust me), Bonita Necklaces for RM3 ( when I say bonita means its bonita wtf) - ok, pictures say 'em all - I'll post pixxx of them up soon!

Haih very busy. SAD. :(

Labels: feminine, sales

@10:20 AM

T_____________T

Am I so worthless to the extent my feelings isn't worth caring for?

Sigh.

:(
:( :( :(

Fking Hurt, fking emo, fking upset. I can't imagine all the upcoming disasters. :(

Labels: upset

Tuesday, November 10, 2009 @9:15 PM

500TH POST!

*opens champagne*

hahahaha seriously I've been diligently working on my one-post-a-day plan because I can't wait till I reach the 500th post!

Hello its me again! *1000 mega watt smile*

Today I woke up with a huge swollen eye.

2 reasons.

Either I cried too much in my dream - in which I didn't.

Or my abusive roomate gave me a punch while I was asleep.

Sigh. Poor me.

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Ok to kick off this 500th post officially ( above was just some random crap to errr inofficially kick start wtf) Imma talk about the..

Weather! Okay, Weather hasn't been good lately. Gloomy skies drowns me in overwhelming despair. Hmm, its not lovesick nor stress. Just the mood swing, I think they call this PMS. So many things to look forward this week, I enjoy the housemates' companion and familiar laughters all over again. I'm glad every broken piece has fall back into its place, things are serene and peaceful now. I owe this all to Him.

Gonna start practising Christmas carols like really soon. The anticipation! :) All the activities and events lined up are the only reasons why I'm still struggling to survive through this hardcore. Not really hardcore yet, but all tension and stress are yet to arrive. Not sure how far can I go, but blessed am I with strength and wisdom, hmmm, boo Finals!

Oh so where was I.. the weather! Today, surprisingly weather was fine.Cldn't help but to feel all cheery after my evening jog. Chilly weather makes me a happy girl! Lalala.

I need new songs so desperately! I've been super addicted to Boys Like Girls soooo much now! The vocalist super shuaiiiii ok! =DDDDD ( ok googled! Martin Johnson it is! :)) )

And who has the movie A Walk To Remember? Baaaahs. I wanna watch it lah I didn't know Mandy Moore is playing the lead role ok I love all Mandy Moore's songs grrr. The book was superb and I.WANT.TO.WATCH.THE.MOVIE. But movies always let me down because they're always not as good as the novel itself. Hmm, nevertheless, no harm trying! ( Note: I hated the movie PS I Love You and all Harry Potter mv though. :S And I hated Twilight and I doubt if I'm gonna watch New Moon lols I see many Cullen fans rolling their eyes at me already lol.)

Ok I hereby announce that I wanna watch 2012 because erm.. its overrated hahaha. Everyone's talking about it gosh! Oh yes and the fourth kind was a blast. I've never really watched a documentary kind of movie like this but I thought it was nice. And terribly freaky because I don't get to cheat myself ( like I always do) that movies are fake and unreal. This freaking movie is for REAL and NO JOKE wtf.

You know I'm a very considerate person I hate spoilers hence I won't be revealing anything about this movie because you people ought to go check it out! Then we can all sit together and have a small debate over it sighssss I don't wanna suffer pondering about the mystery alone and freaking myself out from time to time. T__T

The world's so unreal. Somebody tell me if aliens exist. I want evidence. Don't show me frivilous pictures of UFOS and green pixies wtf.

Labels: i crap.

Monday, November 9, 2009 @11:22 PM

I saw this Ninety-nine Problems post on www.cheerupemokid.net so I thought Imma come up with my own 99 problems it is!

99. My biological clock

is completely WRONG. I gotta fix it before horror starts because I don't wanna get leukemia. I slept at 6am again last night ( don't roll your eyes) and woke up at 8.30 am for breakfast with my girls and I didn't sleep all the way till 4pm and surprisingly I woke up to a noonmare at 4.45pm and I'm still wide awake now GOSH. I didn't take any coffee nor chicken essence ya God knows what happened to my sleeping cycle. :( I feel my liver degenerating already T.T

98. Post-long-weekend syndrome

Now that my lovely weekend is over, reluctant but still, I'm all rejuvenated! ( not really but its not exactly a hectic week so Imma enjoy it like the coolest kid in school hahah wtf)

97. No blogging mojo

hahahaha I'll continue tomorrow wtf.

Good day people! Tell yourself in the mirror you look awesome and have an awesome day tomorrow! :D

Labels: i crap.

@1:07 AM

Voila!

The return of your favourite blogger hahahhaa 3.31am now omg seriously I find it best to blog at this time of the day! Ok prolly not because it always takes me a couple of hours to upload pics, msn a while, facebook a while, pps not a while, then come back, upload again, then continue with my show hence that explains why the updates are usually in the wee hours of the morning lol.

You know what, I thought of many things to blog about during shower today! Yea I'm a heaven of a productive person because I do so many things in a day I don't have time to think about things except during shower when I can actually tame myself down ( WTF I sound like a wild baboon lah omg) and work the brains lol.

So I vow I'm gonna blog about all those interesting topics I came up with in future! Haks, I'm not gonna reveal here let's keep the suspense going so you're forced to check out my blog every single day ngek ngek ngek.

I've got some really uncool and random pixxx here though. Dam stupid but I feel like introducing them! Because this is what I do everyday ( yea so unglam right) glam stuffs you can officially check them out through facebook lah because its effing superficial people judge you through facebook now i find it so annoying! Not like I judge people through their facebook also actually, I personally prefer stalking blogs because that reflects more of one's life la, not completely but definitely more than fb ok. ( PROVIDED those bloggers blog about their real life la, I seriously get turned off when I come across blogs with 298392029302 of clubbing pictures omg is that what you call life wtf. But those chicks are so pretty their clubbing pixx never fail to make me pause and analyse their outfit/make up hahaha oyy i'm still a girl lah i aint no your macho heng dai ok wtf)

Omg see how far I go crapping sigh if only I use those time in helping orphans or elderlies wtf.

Yea at times when I feel so useless and meaningless, I ask Suen to bring me to some orphanage or old folks home to do charity work wtf hahahaha.

Ok so that day ( quoting Keith) AJ and I had no movie kakis so we went for a movie. Jennifer's Body.

Its so stupidly lame I can't believe Megan Fox acted in such a pariah movie. And it freaks me out a lot too cause the scenes were really.... you know it isn't really super-horrifying, its just so super-fake-kind-of-gross I don't like it! I do enjoy disgusting movies like SAW but they aren't really the shallow kind of disgusting okay ( its anatomically proven and realistic), and it has meaning in between its ke-geli-an but hell no JB's just different. ITS SHALLOW - I hope you get what I mean.

Definitely not worth my 10 bucks I would have spent it on better things like, piercings wtf. Yeah I want a nose piercing hahaha but that would probably lead me further into the sea ( lalas- get it?) and never get to come back to land wtf.

Ok so that night we had a quick dinner at Little Taiwan - check out these 2 really weird things.

Taiwanese green tea is actually white in color. -_- Taiwanese must have weird brainstems.

and they actually name their food after coffins hahahaha.

Stupid ok why would one want to disect and open up a piece of bread and put SALAD in it haih of all the things in the world why SALAD. and leave the lid opened some more hahaha and worst of all they name if coffin hahahaha

I was trying to suck AJ's pearl with a straw wtf( I wrote balls at 1st but then I thought it didn't sound really right hahahahaha)

I was shy because I looked like crap that day and it was a bad hair day ( that explains the sudden appearance of the cap wtf)

Neck dislocated ah stupid Kah Joon hahahaha.

So the other day we went PGRM like I've said before. Nyin was studying OKAY hahahaha Yu Jie can you see that she's holding notes omg! Even if she isn't really reading the effort of her bringing notes out is already remarkable! Very well appreciated!

Ahhhh guai, guai *pats and nods wisely wtf*

This was the hall, Pastor Lam giving his superb-10/10rated-super-hilarious talk. Oh just today I discovered the zoom function in my phone hahahahah paiseh ( eh can I blog about this talk next day because I've a lot to talk about it ok lets make it a special one post lol)

Nyin with her new shirt! 7 days without prayer makes 1 WEAK.

Very cool. They happen to sell so many cool captioned tees there we had so much trouble deciding on which to buy because we're both broke asses. Imma show you what I bought next time because they're really cool I wanna take cool pixxx of it hahahha wtf ( Pardon me if you aren't happy with my idioticism)

She damn guai lan lah coz she ALWAYS asks for a BIG CUP everytime at Mcd to put her chilli sauce in so she doesn't have to stop by the sauce booth for refill wtf.

Ok yday I attended the Citibank annual Charity Bowl. It was actually a global event organized by Citibank ( God knows whatever the charity is about) so I thought it might be fun and I loved being part of charity hahahaha ( truth is I didn't contribute anything -_-) Wad lah since I can never make it to orphanages/ old folks home so I thought this sounded cool..

Stupid Alex! :P

Okay tbh I didn't play hahaha. That was just for camwhoring purpose LOL. I guess Jason was trying to tell me which was the heaviest ball because the very hao lian me wants to camwhore with the heaviest ball hahaha. *flexes biceps

Seriously it had been AGESSSS since I last went Cosmic Bowl at MV. I rmbed how we used to think its cool hanging out at a bowling centre and play bowling after movies lol. Those were the high school days.

Cosmic Bowl is actually quite cool. It has many different kinds of themes de lor like party theme, usual theme etc. Like halfway when its all bright and loud they turn off the lights and play sentimental BeeGees songs hahaha then suddenly when you get so emo they turn on the disco ball and play BEP songs ( remix one some more) hahaha.

And they played all my favo songs I thought I was in a bar lol.

Melvin was the hero of the day because he striked like, more than 8 times I think.

Its an annual competition but I suppose they didn't win anything hahahaha with the very pathetic score haha. Nolah they were really good, compared to last year's because I was in their very-unfortunate team hahaha. *looks down guility

1st round Alex was like lao pek like omg hahahahaha he then picked up during the 2nd tournament lah too bad I'm only posting embaressing stuffs hahahaha. Ti Hong ( remember my ex boss? I don't think shes stalking my blog anymore hahaha so I can feel free writing about her already hahaha) performed several miracles too during the 2nd round hahaha should have video-ed her miraculous stunts lo wtf.

Ok enough of bowling hahahah not like I seldom get to talk about such skills you see. Oh well speaking of skills Im going for Korean language classes soon! :)))))) Woohoo soon you'll be catching me joking and talking about intellectual topics with hot Korean guys! =D

Guess what's Alex trying to do here!

Adjusting my massage chair hahahahahahahaha!

Damn funny because I was really worn out that day ( not like I did anything energy- consuming also but remember how badly I slept the night before?) I planted myself into an Ogawa the moment I saw it and voillaaaaaa how orgasmic I felt! hahahaha wtf.

Got a free balloon and a free Citibank cap ( which I lost already hahaha I wonder where on earth did the cap go?!)

There was this Electronics and PC Fair that day too so KNOWING my colleagues they always love going to places like this wtf.

You know, when you hang out with wise, matured grown up wor

king people, they either go for movies or shop...

at places like BEST DENKI hahahaha. ( some of you may not have heard of this but its err the most well-known electronic shop in Malaysia I suppose cause I only know this also cause they used to hang out at the KLCC outlet a lot when I was still working as a temp staff at Citibank)

They are really capable of walking around and looking at those electronics for like hours and conducting intellectual debates/ discussions over which plasma has higher definition or which refrigerator can keep the freshest meat hahahaha.

Sigh, generation gap I call it.

Ah well, sweet nineteen is.. sweet.

Ps: This is a short video on the composer of ' Chong Seong Wan Siu' theme song singing the song that night. ( Chong Seong Wan Siu - Triumps in the Skies, rmb the TVB drama Eason sang?) He really sang and composed well and I thought he deserved some recognition here since I cannot afford to buy his album hahaha. - But horrr, I forgot his name wtf forgive me Imma google tomorrow.

Its getting late now and I've got a date with the kys for dim sum as early as nine tomorrow! Gosh I've yet to blog about plenty of things ie me getting into a business very soon, happenings around ( Im never finished with that wtf) and gossips! Urgh, I'll be back tomorrow, if possible. Babais!

Labels: bowling, colleagues, movie, pictures, update, video

Sunday, November 8, 2009 @12:55 AM

Errr, just in case you're hoping for an update,

Seriously I haven't been sleeping well these days. 6am in the morning and I'm still wide awake. 9am in the morning I woke up to nothing and had to force myself back to sleep.

10.30am in the morning I couldn't stand it anymore I woke up expecting to see a zombic reflection. Surprisingly I looked fresh and happy.

So it was obviously another day out baby!

11.30am I dressed up and went out.

Now I'm very tired.

But not sleepy.

Ah well, have to anyway.

I'll update tomorrow.

Ps: Oi I love my hair color above! I need to get those black roots DYED. Argh if only I have the bucks to dye it black and then red again. Maybe streaks of blond hahhaha call me crazy.

( and oops the flash is stupid and my mirror is very dirty i know. hahahah - i love having a camera again yoo.)

Labels: notes

Saturday, November 7, 2009 @2:02 AM

A Good Friday

You know what, today I'm so happy I feel like blogging it out straight away before the delight dies down wtf.

Hmmm I love Fridays! :))))))))

Last night I came home all delighted and hyper over the starting of my long weekend. Stalked facebook, blogs, PPS, msn till 5 in the morning before I ko-ed onto the lovely thing spelt B-E-D.

This morning Jing Ling came over and we made awesome and funny breakfast with everything I had in the freezer hahahaha.

Then we watched Final Destination 2 and bits of FD 3 ( we fast forward to the spooky parts only hahahaha)

Then shopping (and gossiping) with the mother in the noon. Halfway through it the sudden crave for McD struck but we didn't have time for that. :(

Evening, Nyin & I rushed to PGRM, Cheras to attend a talk by Pastor Lam all the way from Hong Kong. Its the 2009 Yeah Show ( Imma blog about it next time along with videos!) It's really super awesome and hilarious arghhhhh loved the way they shared and talked about how the world's changing.

Now the thing is we didn't have tickets for the show. We planned to buy on the spot so we were supposed to reach earlier but as usual we were late ( ok we were just on time lar ok) but thanks to the directions given by our walking GPS Low Chang Weng we managed to find our way effortlessly hahahaha fuiseh everyone knows I'm a good driver.

Much to our disappointment the ticks were already sold out by the time we found an illegal parking spot ( risking saman and all because we're determined people like that wtf) and did a very very very Malaysian kind of parking.

That was when a churchmate saw the pathetic looks on our faces and gave us tickets in! =)))))))))))))) So happy because we were so desperate for the show we even planned to camp outside at the hall to watch the big screen outside hahaha.

Boy, the crowd was huge! Over 3000 Christians were gathered there and mamamia we found perfect seats right before everyone came in and sooo many of them just sat on the floors and stairs @.@

Sosososo fortunate of us! *AMEN*

I was completely mesmerized by the supraaa amusing talk delivered by Pastor Lam and other guests ( tell u all next time hahaha got Miss Chinese International la, Hong Kong composer fuiyor I love his voice ok, Tang Xiao Kang - he's a christian! etc etc etc)

Bought a few really satisfying stuffs which I really really liked (laters) and needed oh my I can't tell how happy I am now woohoo I can't stop grinning like an idiot wtf

And to sum up my happy day we were starving so terribly before we spotted 24 hours MCD! *hyper

Oh and Daddy got me a new cameraaaaa! Sony 10mp! =DDDD

Ok the theme song of the night:

I've got a live one from my phone Imma upload it next time you guys must watch ok!

Oh and I was so happy cause the band sang my favoooo song Still from Hillsong! AHHHHH!!!!!! =DDDD

You know I'm really happy or not! =DDD

Then now I'm stalking Youtube for previous Yeah Show videos and MORE cantonese worship songs. Damn awesome can!

Oh and my current favooo song now is Two are Better than One!!!

By Boys Like Girls and Taylor Swift.

I have a major crush on BLG vocalist!

I can never thank God enough for blessing me with lovely Fridays every week.

Labels: God is Great, happy

Thursday, November 5, 2009 @11:35 PM

Read with caution, long post ahead!

It took me ages to post these pics so please do analyse them one by one with tender lovin care hahahaha

So hello! lets break the hell out of those series of emo posts and liven this dull thing up!

Okay practically what happened last week were these! ( recapping via pictures again - sorry la i know im inefficient and very forgetful what to do)

Random incidents from last week!

One day I caught Suen reading the papers! ( which is something she won't do in one million years)

So i flashed out my baby to capture this very auspicious moment of the millenium!

And as I got closer this is what I saw her ~~drooling~~ looking at.

FOOD.

Heaps of them!

Oh GOSH. Why she so cute!

Ok *whispers* tell you all a funny secret!

The other day I asked Suen what did she want to order from the cafe when she hesitated for several seconds before answering me..

'Nasi Goreng....'

I was like nasi goreng what?

She then hesitated for one minute before she had me roaring in laughter with her answer.

She answered me,

'Nasi Goreng.... BESAR!'

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA ROFLS ROFLS ROFLS. I was like wondering if she wants Thai/Cili Pady and all she said was BESAR.

*smacks forehead*

Seriously, I'm risking my life telling you this because the day she sees this posted up own my blog is the day I perish wtf.

*tries to save condition* Actually, well, you know, she's not that kind of glutton as I've mentioned la. She was just being wacky and trying to make me laugh. Like seriously, I couldn't appreciate more to have her cracking jokes to keep me alive throughout every stressful day. Hmm, I feed on her stupid jokes every day to survive, just so you know. =)

Okay this is turning emo now wtf lets hype it up!

Show you all something!

The famous Serdang TAU FOO FAH TONG YUEN!

Awww I love desserts after dinner!

Look at their happy faces waiting for our ever-so-hang-fook-dessert! =D

It was a long day that day, indeed. After spending hours trying to look for the so called famous Teo Chew Street behind Times Square, we got caught in a horrible traffic for nearly two hours. In heavy rain some more. T_T If you know me well enough traffic jams are one of my top 10 most hated things because I find it so time- consuming and patience- testing! Argh.

Nevertheless it was a productive day, too!

We made it there after walking for half an hour, only to realise that the place was just 3 minutes away from our car FOL.

No pics already lol.

So I've been pretty busy catching up on dramas too! I would prefer Born Rich over Gong Sum Gai, however. I know, I know, many of you find that Gong Sum Gai is so much better and meaningful but still!

Hoo-Ray-Lui! hahahah wtf *amused by own joke

Seriously damn happy to see Born Rich on the papers and gosh they made Sabah looked nice! Sipadan awwww. They even made our mosques look good hahahaha or somehow everthing that appears on TVB dramas look good ah? *effing biased

Okay next. Lee Min Ho backdated pictures. I tell you ah this post is sooo backdated I feel like I'm jotting down history already wtf. Ok the Lee Min Ho fever died down eventually.

This is Lee Min Ho signing autograph on stage.

He looks kind of sweet here though. (Note: Jessie is never a fan of sweet girlish guys SORRY)

'You are my girl' Lee Min Ho said to me wtf.

I have to admit I'm really into Etude House products recently! Got mummy into it too! Now we're using peeling products, facial masks, BB cream, make-up remover and even my freaking eye shadows are from EH.

Long live, Etude House! =DDDD

This is Nyin sitting on the rubbish bin while waiting for Lee Min Ho wtf. You could have seen the crowd! It was ridiculous. Too bad I ran out of the chasing-artist-era, not like he's Wang Lee Hom also. But that freaking Lee Min Ho PURPOSELY pass by in front of us at McD lor aiyo we also don't know why he has so many ways to exit he chose that one IN PURPOSE.

I realy wonder why wtf. ( Wong Yong Rong do you want to box me now hahaha)

You look at this freak. Haihss...

hahahahhaa ok enough of annoying everyone I know I'm pretty much of an irritating person! Hmm the only joy I find in life is by annoying people I love to annoy! Teeheehee such great people! =)

Ok the second joy I find in life is by blogging shameful stuffs about people!

Like Yong Li who stalks by blog quietly! Hak, I know you're reading this! =)

You know, Yong li is actually a very good hubby. ( Sorry, he's taken)

Because he chooses good fruits.

and bargains well.

See, so hard at work. *admires* We girls should probably go find a hole and stick our heads into it.

Ah well, we're lui keong yan! While the guys chose their fruits, we camwhore! =)))

Hmm, what ever happened to this world now.

Ah well, just so you know, when the freaking fivesome hang out, we tend to get so busy... with our own things.

Very very busy. Suen, as usual, makes us laugh till our jaws dislocate, Yong Li, as usual talks cock and makes fun of others, and Keith will pull all sorts of perverted jokes and goes all orgasmic. -_-

PeiYi will be very busy camwhoring -_-

Suen will be sticking her head around hahahaha. =DDD

and our freaking orgasmic Keith.

And this picture looks sooooo obscene!

It all started with me declaring my love for the smell of petrol. ( don't roll your eyes yet, you've yet to know all the strange smell I love! - ie: Ridsect, marker pens, mothballs etc)

Yalaaa I find the smell of marker pens so freaking addictive and they claim that I look orgasmic while sniffing at it!

So, thats basically how this whole orgasmic thingy started. And ever since that whenever we are at the petrol station they make fun of me FML.

The other day we had our very last practical lesson with Prof Jeya.

He's like one of my favourite professors. Yes I do doze off (constantly) during his lectures but he's really good at explaining Anatomy. He deals so well with cadevers wouldn't even jerk a little while squeezing cadever's penis with all his might hahahaha. JOKE

One of the many paparazzi shots I took of him. Ooooh btw Lady gaga's paparazzi is super hot! Am I being biased or what I love Gaga so much even her fart also I will say nice smell lah wtf.

Okay one of the many pics I took during boring tutorials. Peiyi, your pair of very highly honourable legs+heels is the chosen one for this week. Wtf.

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next!

didn't I tell you how much I craved for KFC weeks ago?

Oh well, after weeeeeeks of cravings, I HAD MY VERY OWN MEAL OF SNACK PLATE!

Ahhhh, the satisfaction! Fingers lickin good!

Ok the other day we went shopping. For more Medic Night stuffs, yeah, shopped a lot for Medic Night because there were simply too much to buy! Both necessary and unnecessary stuffs.

Like wasting time in a Focus Point trying out every single pair of glasses on display hahahahaha. Nolah I actually kind of enjoyed shopping at optical outlets because I love checkin out colored lenses and the different kind of lenses they have in market now! Like next I'm trying out Purple con and big iris contacts! Cool wei! Now you people can stop calling me a zombie/vampire lah wtf I love my grey lenses okay! I thought I looked cool in them T_________T

Oh btw do I look cool in THESE?! Harry Potter/Steven Tan's trademark glasses!

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Okay the other (mid)night after our emcee training session, Shalini brought us up to this friggin cool place - The RoofTop.

It oversees the entire student plaza in our faculty and the view was awesome I must say. Perfect place for lovebirds to hang out la definitely not for despo people like me because I need to stay in the middle of a very crowded party to keep myself away from grief hahaha nola.

This is Jun Hui acting emo.

I actually enjoyed overlooking a scenery from higher places.

The Ampang Look Out Point I never got bored of.

Hmmm, Ampang look out point at midnight ( after a rain) was really different. It was so misty I could hardly see my way. And I was practically shivering all the way because its really chilly up there!

See so misty Alex looks so gothic here hahahahaha.

Btw, I would really, really, really loveeeee to check out Victoria's Peak at Hong Kong. WHEN?!!?!?!?!?!?!?! *roars*

Ok Imma stop here 1st. Next post on Medic Night and Sepang! =) ( can't promise when though hahahha judging my level of procrastination worsened to a level it can't be saved anymore)

Bye people!

Ps: eh why nobody comment beside already one <-- T________T *attention seeker giler*

Labels: crazy friends, pictures, update

Monday, November 2, 2009 @10:01 PM

I don't get it.

Why do I still get gastric even after eating?

Why do I still get puffy eyes and horrible eye bags after 10 hours of more-than-enough sleep?

Why do I still look freaking pale after hours of rest and facial mask?

Why do I still look so fat after a whole month's of diet?

Why do I still have thunder thighs after climbing flightssssss of staircases everyday?

Why do I still fare badly after understanding what I've read through? Am I just plain stupid or did I just leave my brains in the bathroom before assessment?

Why do I have to think so much and so far after something happens?

Why.

_

Maybe I should stop questioning all these.

Because 2 friends of my friends just passed away yesterday.

Yes, they were two of the three UTAR students drowned at the waterfall yesterday.

Sighs.

Life is so short.

To top things up, I came to know that several friends of friends of mine ( do you get me?) passed away too. Be it accidents or leukemias.

Hmmm.

So what if I don't have an ideal figure/ flawless skin?

So what if my CNS module is so screwed up?

So what if I can't get my expected reply from certain people?

So what lahhh.

I ought to be thankful that I'm alive here bullshitting away.

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Meanwhile, stay tuned for more updates will you.

Happy belated Halloween people! =))))))

Note that its a blessing that you are still alive here reading my crappy lines.

God is superfreakingabsolutelyGreat lor.

except that this gastric is really killing me now T_T

Labels: ramblings

Wednesday, October 28, 2009 @1:53 AM

1.52am here.

Its always during midnight when all the confessions come in. And I know readers love to read about deep confessions because they are always the juiciest bits of gossip/topic to talk about during yum-cha.

Remember the Facebook obsession some time ago? The shallow me even blogged about how fun facebook is, the fast come-and-go comments, the stress-releasing games, the never-ending interesting statuses, the rapid updates.

But then addiction died down. Expected, things never last. True, new games were invented, along with creative nonsensical quizes never fail to keep us entertained. But then again, it didn't last either.

It had been quite some time I thought living in my own world. I do still stalk blogs and profiles of close friends regularly, but leaving comments? No thanks.

And then I pondered about this whole living-in-my-own-world-issue. Sorry if you don't know me well yet, I'd love to introduce you my very contemplative-self now because I do think about things a lot. You'd have no clue how far I'm capable of going because the brain is just an awesome organ like that wtf.

Life's like that. People only notices when you show your concern. There were certain points of life when I got so depressed I felt that I was all alone. And this whole loneliness thing is so mighty it can actually pull you so down till you reach the very bottom of the valley, say, if your life's a shape of a hill. I know I can be really shitty at illustrating, work your lazy brains and imagine it lah wtf.

I then realise it wasn't actually ignorance. It was just me. My own problem. My own living-inside-and-not-opening-myself- problem. So what if you spend every weekends outside partying with friends when you don't feel happy at all. All these while, I struggled so hard to defeat the exhaustion just to occupy myself with more so-called activities in order to blind myself from the ignorance. I was pretentious. I thought I had a fulfiling life. I thought by having an eventful life I can temporarily hide the sorrows away from public. I thought by hanging out with different people I'm substituting my previous lives with better new figures.

No.

It's only time when I pray, I talk to God, I questioned and demanded for my true feelings, I came to realization that having an eventful life doesn't mean anything. As I ponder further, I took the courage to look back into the past and overcome those regrets.

Regrets in my life. So many of them. I regretted gapping away from the friends when I was still in a relationship with my ex boyfriend. Many of them were kind enough to forgive. But some weren't. Who am I to blame them? I must thank God so much for having such forgiving pals, they have been such a dear to me.

-

I actually typed out quite a lot dedicating this post to several of my friends, but shamefully I backspaced them all because I didn't have the guts to. Hmm. Forgive me for holding back again because I didn't have the courage to admit how mean I was.

I'm a very lousy person, just so you know. Maybe you should stop reading this blog because the author is a very mean person.

To all-of-you-know-who-all-of-you-are, thanks for all your forgiveness and friendship. I'll learn to not take things for granted and cherish every kindness you all shower.

-

Labels: thoughts

Tuesday, October 27, 2009 @10:52 PM

OMG HAHAHAHAHAHAH.

I WANNA BLOG ABOUT SO MANY THINGS I DON'T KNOW WHICH TO START WITH.

okay maybe I should do it after the CNS assessment on thursday.

I'm feeling like a neurologist already WTF HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAA okay damn kua jeong i know.

But seriously I'm thinking of gyrus and sulcus everytime I see meat WTF.

And cerebrospinal fluid everytime I see liquid wtf hahahahahhaa.

I'm best at kua-jeong-ifying things wtf.

And the best part is the bff, too, has CNS on Thursday HAHAAHAHAHAHHAHAhAA shit RACHEL COME OVER LET ME PERFORM A MACHINE GUN KISS ON YOU CAN AH WTF.

Okay seriously these few days had been crap. But I kept all the emo crap in the refrigerator and locked it up. Free only go unlock it and admire wtf.

Yesterday was a heaven of a tiring day. I've yet to blog about a very good friend of mine LEE YONG LI.

And the very orgasmic Keith Leung.

And the very busy with her camwhoring business Hong PeiYi.

And our all-time favourite joker-face Chow Tze Suen.

OMG I can't wait to blog already.

And omg MISS SINGAPORE WORLD RIS LOW.

CHECK HER OUT ON YOUTUBE! She's all over there! Famous lah her! rofl. Note that I seldom use rofl unless its critically hilarious!

And omg to those having examinations/finals - GOOD LUCK WEI COME MAMA GIVE YOU GOOD LUCK HUG wtf.

Ok in contrary with all the crappy over hyper stuffs above, I shall end this post with a line I read on Mei Kin's fbook profile:

Pleasure of love last but a moment, pain of love lasts a lifetime.

*nods wisely*

Couldn't agree more.

I'm glad the pain is now locked in the dusty fridge for the time being.

FML.

ps: I'm started with Christmas songs already! Seriously can't wait till Christmas! My favourites are O Little Town of Bethlehem and Emmanuel Has Come etc etc etc this is never gonna end!

Awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww Christmas. =)

Labels: i crap

Monday, October 26, 2009 @12:37 PM

Yesterday Lee Min Ho passed by right in front of us!

Hahahahahaha nolah I actually went all the way to Sg Wang to accompany Nyin, Suen, Tze Jia and Yen Lee ( THE FOUR FREAKING LEE MIN HO CHIU KAP MOU DEK FAN-SEE) to see their idol/husbands wtf. Yalah they all share husbands wtf.

So, Lee Min Ho is actually very hot HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

HE IS FREAKING TALL!!!!!!!!!!! Eng Kah Joon dam ji bei already hahahahhaa

AND DAI ZHEK!

HE MUST HAVE SIX PACKS!

WONG YONG RONG ARE U JEALOUS NOW! LEE MIN HO WOR! KOO JYON PIO LEHHHH.

I don't want Kim Bun already HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAAH.

Sigh, seriously the girls were too hyper over this overrated Korean. I still think Lee Hom/Nate Archibald/Lee Jun Ki/Christiano Ronaldo better lor..

Cause of him we emptied our purses on Etude House products. LOLS. Girls, mahhh.

So, to sum it up, Lee Min Ho looks so gay.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA *sees a crowd of angry fans armed with parangs*

Better run first!

Holla everybody, nice week ahead! =)

Labels: Lee Min Ho

Saturday, October 24, 2009 @2:30 AM

WARLOWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW! *shows Keith's signature wave*

As promised! Ok to compensate with the all the lack of updates, now Imma reveal what have I been up to throughout this fortnight, just in case you might be wondering I was emo-ing at some corner of the Earth sulking like a loser,

THINK AGAIN. Cause you're wrong.

1. I went for productive undies shopping wtf.

L Size Hush Puppies for Ah Seng! Oh by the way, Happy, Happy Birthday, Sin Seng!!! ( his birthday happened to fall on Deepavali, and his underwears are still on my table wtf I'm a talented procrastinator)

2. Went TeoJingLing-visiting at Tropicana City Mall ( boring place I must say, except that its Kitschen outlet damn big Ho Yik Key is so gonna love it hahahaha)

Awwww bestie hard at work, promoting Anlene hahahahhaa.

3. Belated birthday yum cha session with Yue Hui & Jiunn Herng ( OY I SPELT UR NAME RIGHT HAHAHAAHAHAH) at Jaya One.

To one of my very few female chemical engineer- to-be friend ( Yes Chia Shu Xin you're one of them too hahahahaha actually Ive only got 2 female friends doing chem engineering how macho can they be lah WTF) -- HAPPY BIRTHDAYYYYYYY, YUE HUIIIIIIII!!!!!!! She's still the timid-but-sarcastic same old friend I used to have in high school. Awwwww *hugs*

4. Pigging out at Chee Cheong Kai after a Friday movie day out. I love movie day outs! Provided got nice movie lah ok I'm still not over Sorority Row yet! I can watch it again anytime!

As usual, no photos of food taken. Only empty claypots and bowls hahahahaha. Okay if u were to ask me what are my top 10 favourite food one of them will have to be MEE.

Cause I'm such a MEE pot. I'm not really fussy when it comes to mee, I practically gobble down any type of mee, be it Lou Shu Fan, Hor Fun, Mihun, Mee, Dong Fan, Hokkien Mee WHATEVER mee lah I just love carbohyrdrate that comes in cylindrical shape wtf i don't really care about its diameter hahahaha WTF am I crapping anyways.

Okay outrageous jam the day before Deepavali because we pulled into an Indian street hahahahaa.

Deepavali damn on because I conincidently saw fire crackers here and there awww how romantic wtf okay I saw it alone wtf with my imaginary partner.

This is Keith's reaction to Maybank hahahahahahahhaa. Kute! Hands off by the way, hes, erm, not really available already HAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. *runs away before kena strangle wtf

5. Speaking of Deevali! ( learnt new word) we gave up our comfortable seats at Honeymoon ( AGAIN) and I proudly brought Nyin & Jling to my so called very-nice-one mamak called Ali Maju ( YAMAH last time we used to love Ali Maju beside HELP what, right right KYS!!!!!) to try out Tosai!

In conjuction with DEEPAVALI HAHAHAHAHA.

Never again Tosai in my entire life hahahahaha. Seriously Low Ji Teng I wonder what makes you LOVEEEEE Tosai so much - I don't find it appealing AT.ALL.

Seriously its so hard to find a mamak stall on Deepavali. Everyone says Spicy's boring, I somehow find myself constantly craving for its maggie goreng I don't know why.

6. Since the food mood is in now so lets continue wtf. I'm turning this page into a food blog and turning myself into an enormous elephant wtf.

Not to mention the other day Yong Li brought us to this restaurant called

Xiao Fei Xiang.

Whoa the mee damn on also here nommmmsss nommmmms Imma transform into a XIAO FEI XIANG in no time if this pigging-out thing continues. *burps*

7. But seriously NOT TO WORRY MY FELLOW LADIES AND GENTLEMEN.

Because yours truly has been diligently working hard on her abs HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

Okay jogging, sit up and imaginary cycling aside, Suen was pretty impressed on my pumping skills as well HAHAAHAHAHAHA.

Is it me or peer pressure wtf, I find myself occasionally doing little exercises here and there, ie I play imaginary hulla hoop at library racks ( when I thought no one was looking but Suen KNEW I was doing something suspicious HAHAHAHAHAH *blush*)

Okay I think I fell in love with jogging and climbing staircases wtf ( YALAH Don't laugh) because i find it sooooo fulfiling sweating after a long hectic day. Yes I'm so healthy now so what if I'm a carnivore! *lan si face wtf*

8. Jewellery shopping with Shan @ MV

We spent hours entering into jewellery shops ( Wah Chan, Diamond Platinum, My Diamond, Goldheart) looking for an ideal gift for Shan's sister's wedding present. So nice having Shan as sister because you get to get expensive SHINY gifts from her! hahahahahhaa.

In the end she got this from My Diamond. They're a pair of really sweet ear rings.

Definitely an experience checking out real diamonds because I'm so not the diamond-type of girl. It takes me forever to understand why people claim that Diamonds are girls' best friends. I've always thought those 3-for-RM10 ear rings were cute. *shallow

*shrugs*

Nevertheless, I must say that lookin at those glittering stones do give me a sense of wealth HAHAHAHA by just looking at it wtf. But seriously if you were to give me a pair of those as a gift Imma suggest you get me a Coach handbag instead because I'm very gifted in losing ear rings hahahaha. Sigh why am I such a cheapskate wtf.

And when can I own a Coach WHEN WHEN WHEN.

Okay I present you with a very ugly picture of seafood and rice hahaha.

Suen and Shan at Manhattan Fish Market. I'm always Suen's photographer hahaha. She can't be mine because her photography skills badly need to be brushed up sighs *shakes head*

Okay last picture of food lah hahahaha POPEYE THE SAILOR MAN WTF. ( see Suen's disturbing hand I TOLD YOU with her around I can NEVER succeed in taking proper food pictures hahahaha)

Okay we checked the new Popeye fast food restaurant out. I must say its mashed potatoes are awesome and the rest are just moderately edible hahahaha. Its pretty similar to KFC except that they serve other seafood and they have this cute biscuit thingy which sucked wtf I'm too honest wtf.

OY BY THE WAY I MISS KFCCCCCCC! Shit cannot lah tomorrow must go eat KFC ALREADY MUST MUST MUST I have no idea why the sudden crave for KFC ( especially its coleslaw WTF! you must be dropping your jaw now wei close it back wtf)

9. Last week was utterly a piggin out week. That explains my week of joggings and climbing flights of staircases hahahaha.

Because its the time of the year again. Sushi Bonanza wtf.

See my stupid contented expression. Sorry I sucked in my tummy here hohohohohho too bad you can't see it! hahahaha why lah me so honest I should have said like OUCH my tummy is bloating here hahahaha

Okay enough of Unagis. Sufficient for me to last for half a year already. Till the next Sushi Bonanza, I'm not gonna eat any Unagis AT ALL! TAKE THAT!

oooooo I love purple plates! *burps!*

10. Stew of Life. Yea I was enriching my quality of life with dramas because this week was ridiculously hectic!

11. When I say hectic means life's really busy. CRAZILY BUSY. We have inappropriate clinical lessons at HKL in the morning, and long hours of lectures in the afternoon ( the very perfect ideal time for nap) at Serdang. I seriously wonder how our seniors manage it because we find it so stressful.

12. Visited O&G ward at HKL the other day and IMPRESSED I WAS. *fucking amazed expression*

NOTHING BEATS seeing the weak smile of newly born babies. NOTHING!!!!!! Shit I think I need some sperm donation now because I.FREAKING.WANT.A.BABY.NOW!

But when he grow up then not cute already who can I donate to ah?

13. Medic Night's next week. Rehearsal's were rather good. Couldn't help but to feel appreciative to juniors whom had put in so much effort training for the so-called big day. I hope it turns out great too, judging on the never ending obstacles.

Okay I'm gonna stop this before I start sounding serious again wtf.

Hahahaha honestly I said I wanna stop cause I actually forgot whatelse I've done. Short term memory loss lah wtf I can only recall when I browse through pictures.

K lets talk about today. The loooooong tiring-but-happening today. Before I forget and procractinate again LOLS.

Today after Endocrine assessment, breakfast and crapping session as usual, reluctantly went to Serdang Hospital sulkily ( because my vagina was bleeding badly and the cramps were totally unbearable URGH BAD DAY I MUST SAY)

tagged along Dr Subha around the wards, had a short tutorial with her before everyone left with a big smile on their faces EXCEPT ME wtf.

stayed back for a while then returned to the faculty alone only to find out that my student card wasn't activated to open the door yet.

Interrupt: FYI, there's this long bridge thingy which combines Serdang Hosp and my faculty so that students/doctors wont have to undergo all the hassle traveling the long journey. However the door is always locked to avoid entry of strangers and THE VERY SMART CARD OF MINE COULDNT WORK.

So the very smart but lazy me stood there for nearly 30 minutes trying to call for help. In d end nobody rescued me I saved my life instead because God sent a passerby who has the activated card! hehehehehehe *jumps*

Then I went CF to worship God hahahaha nola wtf. As usual, sharing session was good, except that a senior left me with a truckful of contemplative issues to ponder about before sleeping tonight.

Slept in PBL AGAIN SIGHSSSSSS do I have to be such an ultimate failure everytime it comes to PBL.

But anyway when everything finally ended at 5pm, my heart can't help but to scream YESSSSSSSS!!!!!! because this whole awful hectic week was OVER! OVERRRRRR!!!! *throws confetti

Hopped over to KLCC for some minor shopping before meeting up with Daddy.

AND GOT MY FREAKING NEW PINK SAMSUNG STARRRRR!!!!!!! I love my folks!

((((((((((((((((=

Touch screen me loves!!!! =D =D =D

And 2 very idiotic people went all the way to Ampang Look Out point just to compare qualities of camera phones. Now one of them is way too exhausted to continue anymore wtf.

HAHAHAHAHA stupid.

Show you the pictures of the very misty Look Out Point next time. Freshly from my new baby okay hahahaha

Time to pass out wtf.

*draws curtains

Labels: pictures, update

Thursday, October 22, 2009 @11:18 PM

Come What May,

Im back blogging! HAHAHAHAHA are you happy wtf *bows to fan-si wtf*

Oklah reasons for the whole shutting-down-blog-thingy:

1. Updated my profile ( kindly laterally rotate your eyeballs to the left wtf) lol cause I'm not 18 anymore wtf check it out check it out thankiu for your support wtf

2. I was too shy to blog emo. *blushes*

3. Fucking awesome to write when you know there's no one out there to judge you.

I can type things like

' I isolated myself from the girls today because I felt left out FML '

' I accidentally hurt myself while pluckin my armpit hair FML '

' Fucking bitch stepped on my toe today! DIU '

' Damn I've got blood stain on my jeans today FML '

' Da QUEEN is back in action WTF '

and etc things you don't understand / I find it personal wtf

The week was pretty badly saturated with series of misfortunes. TGIF tomorrow, I can't wait to get home and have the folks pampering me already wtf.

Aaah, seriously feels good typing anonymously. But I don't think I'm doing it anymore. Got cons also one. *looks down*

Ok assessment's tomorrow.

No studying mojo.

GG.COM

Will be back with plenty of updates tomorrow! *winks*

Monday, October 19, 2009 @3:57 PM

How does it feels like living life like a mannequin?

Ask me.

Hypocrisy................................ tius.

I wish I could be more spiteful.

I'm sosososossososossos fucking lost.

YER!

Labels: sigh

Saturday, October 17, 2009 @1:31 PM

MEET ME HALFWAY OFFICIAL VIDEO IS OUT!!!!

FREAKING OUT! *thumbs up*

Black Eyed Peas - You Meet Me Halfway

If you were to ask me whats my current addiction ( besides BEP hahaha Suen hates me going boom boom boom wtf), it has to be PITBULL!!!!!!!!

Damn don't tell me you haven't heard of the famous ' I Know You Want Me'

Right now this song has been ringing through my ears for the entire day yesterday.

Hotel Room Service by Pitbull

Nice and catchy. Perfect song to dance to!

Move, Shake, Drop - Pitbull

Its all over the local radio stations and I'm lovin' it so much!

K thnx bye wtf.

Labels: BEP, Pitbull

@2:23 AM

Kickin' off those nerdy sandles

Ever came across girls who often describe themselves as ' I'm just a simple girl'?

Sometimes it strikes me so much.

Because I'm not a simple girl.

I spend every single second of my life loading my cerebrum with things.

Awww, poor cranial nerves. *sayangs*

I just dread being simple. So what?

Ps: SORORITY ROW ROCKS BIG TIME. *throws confetti wtf*

Labels: random thoughts

Thursday, October 15, 2009 @5:59 PM

Just A Jiffy

'that it's your heart that knows who loves you, not your ears or eyes.'

Aww.

Amen.

Wednesday, October 14, 2009 @7:27 PM

You Know What Makes Me Happay?

Shopping, TVB and others' miseries wtf.

Okok I know I may sound a bit shallow but I badly wanna present you with these!!!!!!

BORN RICH! So coming soon this October! Kenix Kwok has been missing in action for so long and now that she's back! I've always thought shes one of the prettiest Miss Hong Kong. And omg Loh Ga Leung do I have to say anymore?

And this omgggg. Gong Sum Gai! Fasterrrrrrrrrr la. I can't wait I can't wait I can't wait.

Tavia, Michelle Yim! Susanna Kwan!! Now are you excited already!

AND FINALLY THIS ONEEEEE IS A MUSTTTT! But gosh I've no idea when is this coming out. Trailers are playing everywhere but nobody has a clue when is it starting!

HEAVEN AND EARTH.

I don't think its 100% complete yet cause there is no sign of posters yet. Only newspaper article hahaha I'm an efficient blogger when it comes to TVB dramas awww. And if I continue blogging about TVB dramas Imma lose all my young readers and si-lais will be fans of this page wtf.

Okay a little about the synopsis!

The story narrates four best friends Nick, Bowie, Moses and Ming climbing the snowy mountain together. Due to an accident they were stranded on the snowy mountain. Under the harsh conditions, they have no choice but to kill the injured Ming and feed on his flesh for survival. After the trio were rescued, they intentionally hid the truth of Ming's death and claimed he went missing. Fifteen years later, Nick, Bowie and Moses strive hard in society and have a successful career along with fulfilling family of their own. Ming's girlfriend Charmaine even became Nick's wife. On the surface the three of them remained good friends, but underneath they are bitter rivals in business. The cause of Ming's death has always been a knot in their hearts, Charmaine suspect that there is more to his death. She purposely instigates them to distrust and fight against each other. In the end, Ming's remains were found and with the truth soon to be exposed; Nick, Bowie and Moses risked losing everything for their wicked deed. However, they strive to survive and swore to use any means to hide the truth.

Starring who you know or not! Nick CHEUNG KAH FAIII!!! ( favourite!) MOSESSSS!!! (okay shut up Jessie!) and Bowie oklah I don't really care about that bald man wtf hahaha.

Ok the whole point is that JESSIE LOVES THIS KINDA MAN-EAT-MAN dramas!!!!

Hahahaha nolahhh I enjoy light dramas too! Like the one I'm watching now called Stew of Life.

Fala Chen damn pretty! She has really nice features and I'd love to go for a plastic surgery wtf. Just today I watched Laughing Gor Turning Point and had another round of ooohs-and-aaaaahs-ings over Fala's beauty wtf.

So basically these few days were really unproductive. We loiter, we eat, we watch.

I'm living such an inefficient lifestyle. The influencial kkj did flip me 360, I used to enjoy slacking all my time away watching the ceiling fan turn wtf, but look at me now I'm mourning over wasting time on dramas and wanting to achieve something so badly. Yes, that bloody CNS module is so my current best friend wtf. But I've yet to know more about my bff. She's kinda.. erm.. hard to understand wtf.

I even thought of doing something very remarkable so I'll die in peace wtf. I told Suen proudly about my secret ambition in winning a Nobel Prize.

Watching The Triangle ( YALAH I've been watching too much movies and dramas lately) makes me wanna dash right there to the Bermuda Triangle to investigate!

I, Jessie Lim, is SO GONNA SOLVE THIS WHOLE MYSTERY ABOUT THE TRIANGLE!!!!!!!

Ok watched midnight Surrogates with Nyin, Juin Herng and his bunch of Taman Ehsan buds. It was okay laaah. Better than Transformers lousier than GI Joe. Hahahahha wtf what kind of movie review is this.

Right now i wanna watch Sorrority Row so so so badly.

And Hostel 1 and 2.

And GOSSIP GIRL SEASON 3!!! I can't imagine Dan and Hilary Duff lorrrrrrr. Hilary pisses me off I'd rather Lindsay lohan taking the role. Or Taylor Swift wtf. Miley Cyrus also can but I don't think she'll blend in well.

Ah still, my favourite's still Blair.

Blair Blair Blair Blair BLAIR.

I wan her wardrobe. Oh and I love her new song Good Girls Gone Bad!

And Nate Archibald omg. *swoons* Now the GG Fever RETURNSSSSSSSS.

Period. I'm starting to sound like I'm talking to myself again T_T

Labels: comments, gossip girl, tvb

@5:55 PM

Humans are so quirky.

Our lives can be so unpredictable.

I hate trudging into this newly changed life of mine.

I find myself having low self esteem and over self consciousness.

Bahhhhs.

Why lar?

I should probably stop stuffing myself with food and consult a physchiatrist.

And an ENT specialist too because the freaking sorethroat just won't go away.

Fuck lah do I have some kind of throat cancer now?

Benign or malignant?

Good or bad prognosis?

All i can say is life up to now is so screwed up.

I miss my mother already.

Its Wednesday already. I don't know what to do on Friday. I hate Fridays.

I hope Fridays never existed. I wouldn't have to brainstorm on where to hang out at/whom to have dinner with. All the hassle.

Bloody taxi driver drove me up the wall last night. Sometimes I find myself in such a foul mood I feel like beating some random strangers up for fun.

CNS module is so killing. Looking at cadaver's brains I feel hungry wtf. I know I'm nuts.

I read on Reader's Digest saying releasing anger increases life span.

Warao then I must be one heaven of 'cheong meng' person wtf.

It also says stress makes people fat wtf.

SO NO STRESS NO STRESS NO STRESS, JESSIE!

=))))))

Labels: random thoughts